Mavis! :D

Found the better part of me.

2012-01-07T14:58:00.003+08:00

Invincible - Hedley

But I found the strength inside to see, found the better part of me and I'll never let it go. I'm not the only one that crashed into the sun and lived to fight another day. Like a supernova, that old life is over, I'm here to stay. Now I'm gonna be INVINCIBLE.

I really love this song. Really, really inspirational. I listen to this song whenever I'm feeling stressed out, feeling down etc. And it never fails to bring my spirits up. Never give up when you're facing obstacles, cause these are the obstacles that help you to grow. God has a reason for putting them in your life. After the rain comes sunshine, so never give up. Instead, pull out that few moments of courage and be invincible.

Anyways, this is gonna be a quick post cause I've got lotsa studying to do for my upcoming tests. Back to college on 9 January. How lovely is that?

Yeah.

I realized that lack of communication and misunderstandings can really cause damage to a relationship; be it with your spouse, family or friends. I always seem to hear family/friends commenting about their parents, complaining about their parents being too nosy, too bothersome, too naggy, too strict, only care about grades, giving them so much stress etc. I'm pretty sure everyone have heard similar complains. And I know parents do complain about their children being too playful, too disrespectful, too dumb, too lazy etc. Yes, I've heard my parents say those stuff about me, and likewise, I'm one of those that complain about my parents once in awhile.

What I'm tryna say is that, all these, I think they're pretty normal. We shouldn't really overreact to stuffs like these right? I mean, cmonnnnn. This proves that we're human. We've feelings. And I think it's alright cause this is like letting your emotions out. I think it's healthier than just keeping everything in. After all, if you don't say how you truly feel, how would we know what's your take on it? No one can read your mind! Bottling everything up will probably just lead to an explosive reaction one day.

So yeah, I think it's alright for both parties to complain about one another. Sure, I do get kinda annoyed when my parents say horrible stuff about me to their family/friends/strangers, but I don't really bother cause I do the same thing. I would be a hypocrite if I actually get really pissed off and upset.

I don't approve of swearing at your parents/children though. That's just wrong. Swearing is wrong. Geez seriously, use some proper vocabulary. Not all those profanities. Profanities are just.. weird. And wrong. I think I can find nicer/more polite ways to insult someone rather than stuffs like the F word. Besides, I get to sound more sophisticated. A double win for me haha.

So yeah. I think it's kinda okay for both parties to say bad stuff about one another. It's human. We have emotions and it's not good to keep them in. This is one of the reasons why I wanna major in psychology. I want to be there for people, listening to their problems, helping them get rid of whatever that's eating them on the inside. I want to help them feel better about themselves, know where they've gone wrong and how to be a better person. And of course, it's also cause somehow, I enjoy listening to others' problems and helping them to get out of it.

And yes, it would be better if both parties don't say anything bad about one another cause it seems rather silly. It will definitely be better to just focus on the good points and help others to get rid of their bad points. But then again, it's hard to control our emotions so........... yeah. So yup, I'm also tryna focus on everyone's good points and ignore the bad parts/help them to change for the better. Not doing a very good job currently, but I will do my best to change hahaha.

Gee this post is really long. But typed it super fast cause I didn't bother to think what sounds right and what sounds wrong.

This post is just a personal opinion so I hope no one gets offended or anything.

OKAY STUDY.

You're the puzzle of my heart.

2011-12-23T19:01:00.002+08:00

Puzzle Of My Heart - Westlife

Everytime we meet, the picture is complete. You're all I ever need to fall in love again. I knew it from the very start, you're the puzzle of my heart.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I LOVE WESTLIFE. Totally in the westlife mood now hahaha. And I'm so tired of all the assignments. Like really really tired.

Anyways. I feel like one of my close friends changed. So much. So much. So much. So much. So much. So much. So much. So much. I don't know, maybe it's just me. But really. And that feeling.. It kinda sucks. I feel like I barely know you anymore, but yet something tells me you're still the same. But why do you feel so different? I don't want us to become strangers, you are/were a really good friend to me. I'm so confused. I really want to tell you this, but somehow I get this feeling you won't really care about what I say. I miss our bimbo moments, the times where we talked about every single little thing and totally forget about the time, I miss everything. I don't like losing my friends just because we're in different schools. But somehow, this effort seems one sided. Maybe you don't even treat me like your good friend anymore, I really don't know.

Don't know why am I even typing this.

Okay, back to my work :/ .

I love you forever, forever and always.

2011-12-08T14:53:00.004+08:00

Forever and Always - Parachute

I want you forever, forever and always, through the good and the bad and the ugly. We'll grow old together, forever and always. I'll always love you forever and always.

I love that song. So much. But it's such a sad song cause the guy died :( .

Anyways, I miss batam! Went there with Hidayuh and Benjamin, stayed at uncle 7's house~ We felt really relaxed there, with the good food, golf karaoke etc. And the moment we reached singapore, we were like "Whoa. Okay. The air in singapore feels different. My head feels heavier. The stress is back!!!!!" Ahahhahahhahah. Honestly, I feel more relaxed there. Peaceful and quiet. Singapore? Cars and kids screaming. Sigh. And the food in batam is just <3

ANYWAYS THAT WASN'T WHAT I WANTED TO SAY.

On our way back home, we decided to take a cab, cause we had to carry a lot of stuff and it was realllllllllly heavy (esp for me haha). So the three of us shared a cab! Hidayuh got off first cause she stays at Paya Lebar. Then decided to let Benjy drop off first then make a u-turn to my house. AND THE MOMENT BENJY LEFT. IT'S LIKE SOME BOMB JUST EXPLODED OR SOMETHING. The uncle started scolding me! This is what the conversation was like:

Uncle: You all never tell me where to stop exactly. Say Paya Lebar mrt never say which part. Say Tampines Avenue 5 never say which block. You all think I very smart is it? Know which road to take. Know how to go. Know when to keep left. Know when to stop. See lah, I stop the meter already. Never say you not getting off with him?

Me(in a meek voice): Sorry uncle. Umm next stop is at block _____, just go out of car park then u-turn at...

Uncle: Don't need to tell me one!! I very smart!!

I was like ....??????????????????? Oh and the reason why I can remember the conversation with the taxi uncle is cause I whatsapped the conversation to Benjy. So yeah. I REALLY REALLY WANTED TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE "Okay. Uncle. Stop the taxi now. I walk okay?" Fine I agree it's kind of my fault for not telling you the exact location, but HEY, most taxi drivers don't know where the block is so usually I'll just tell them the road name and tell them when to turn! I'M NOT A FREAKING GPS OKAY. I can't be like "Make a left turn into the carpark 100m ahead" right?! So of course I can only tell you when you can actually see the carpark! And why did he even assume I'm getting off with Benjy when Benjy was the only one who got out to get his luggage while I sat in the taxi? AND OH. YOU'RE REALLY SMART THAT YOU DON'T NEED ME TO TELL YOU WHERE I STAY? WHAT ARE YOU. A STALKER?!!!!!!!!!

Benjy actually noted the car plate number but I didn't want to complain to the company or anything. Maybe he was just in a bad mood. And I don't want to cost him his job anyways. Yeah.

HI TAXI UNCLE I FORGIVE YOU. JUST DON'T RANDOMLY SCREAM YOUR CUSTOMERS. WE WILL FREAK OUT AND MAYBE GET A HEART ATTACK.

I'm not saying all taxi uncles are mean or anything. In fact, I met a really kind one yesterday when I took a cab to Tampines Mart! I have no idea why taxi uncles usually charge me lesser cause they always say I'm just a little girl. Do I not look 17? Hhahaahha. Anyway, I wanted to ask him to drop by the road cause it'll be easier for him also. And then the taxi uncle was like insisting that he should find a shelter cause it was raining and getting soaked by the rain will make me sick. It wasn't even raining heavily hahahaha. But yeah, he's really nice!! :)

Okay homework :/ .

Cause I can't help falling in love with you.

2011-12-04T15:37:00.003+08:00

Can't help falling in love - Ingrid Michaelson

Like a river flows surely to the sea, darling so it goes, somethings are meant to be. Take my hand, take my whole life too, for I can't help falling in love with you.

Found this song through a movie, Like Crazy. Can't wait to watch it. I think this song's originally by Elvis Presley. Truly, truly a beautiful song.

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I feel like you replaced me already. Nevertheless, I'll still treat you as one of my closest friends.

With you is where I'd rather be.

2011-11-26T14:04:00.002+08:00

Long Distance - Bruno Mars

All I have is this picture in a frame that I hold close to see your face everyday. With you is where I'd rather be, but we're stuck where we are and it's so hard, so far, this long distance is killing me. I wish you were here with me.

DANG I FEEL LIKE THIS SONG IS SO UNDERRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Found this song while youtube-ing Bruno Mars other songs. I like this better than Grenade. But I still like Just The Way You Are better. YAY I LOVE BRUNO MARS. He has a pretty voice.

Someone just asked me out O_O .

Yeah but I rejected by saying I've a date with physics homework. Chris would freaking murder me if I ditch work. Geez.

ANYWAYS I THINK MY BROTHER IS SO CUTE HE WAS FREAKING OUT OVER MNET CAUSE THERE'S SNSD HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA SO CUTE. Always see his serious side, but rarely his inner fanboy side HAHAHAHAHAHA okay I hope he'll never see this HAHA.

I think I like going for karaoke session with my classmates. They can be really amusing. Snatching for the mikes, everyone singing together, singing weirdly on purpose, dang it was really good. I love my class. Pity we couldn't go to town for movies as planned though :( . I wanted to get stuff from town :/ . Brought them to Safra before ditching them~ They were tryna convince me to ditch the concert and hang out with them ahhhhahhaa. Ran off to Tampines mall next to meet Azra and Sherina for dinner!

Concert by NASBand!I must say, they really improved a lot. I feel like a total ass now. Should have practiced harder hahaha. Saw some of the people from church. I miss church. A lot. A lot. A lot. A lot. A lot. Alot. A lot. A lot. A lot. I don't miss the cell though. Oh and Mr Yeo's leaving the band :( . I can't believe it. He's a really good conductor/teacher. He can be cranky at times but he's really funny and nice. All the best to him anyways! At least there's still Mr Yu. I'm pretty sure he's capable of bringing the band to greater heights. NASBand has awesome conductors. Oh and Richard was there too!! I can't believe it. He still remembers me. As Milk. He still can't remember my real name HAHA. I'M PROUD OF MY JUNIORS.

Hung out at Mcdonald's before going home!

OKAY HOMEWORK.

BTW I MISS MY PERCUSSION GIRLS. HAS BEEN SO LONG.

I've loved you for thousand years, and I'll love you for a thousand more.

2011-11-18T13:09:00.002+08:00

A Thousand Years - Christina Perri

I've died everyday waiting for you. And all along, I believe I'll find you. Time has brought your heart to me. I've loved you for a thousand years, and I'll love you for a thousand more.

Hahahhaa although this song is from the twilight saga, I honestly find it really, really, beautiful. It's definitely much more creative than just saying "I'll love you forever and ever." Ahahahhaha. But it's weird cause no one's a thousand years old. But nonetheless, still a romantic song. :)

Been addicted to another song. Maybe I'll share it next time when I feel like blogging again. I love how this blog is like my diary to keep, but kinda hate it cause I'm always so lazy to type~ But at least it requires less energy to type compared to writing the conventional diary~

I'm so tired, hahaha. Not feeling that well today.

I miss so many people again. Don't seem to have the time for meet ups with all of them :( . I MISS ALL OF YOU :( .

Okay, about to meet Huiyi soon :)

I think this could be love, I'm serious.

2011-10-23T21:16:00.002+08:00

What If - Colbie Caillat

What if we were made for each other, born to become best friends and lovers, I wanna stay right here in this moment with you over and over and over again.

Hahahahahahaaaa I love this song.

And I'm back? Randomly felt like blogging. Honestly, I kinda lost interest in blogging. Mainly cause I've lotsa other things to do now :( . College life is..... Gee.

Anyways. I'M GETTING PROMOTED!! Thank God that I don't need to retain. Thank God. Without God's help I'll not be where I am now. Can't put into words how thankful I am.

My arm still hurts from bowling. Maybe I overdid it, but I guess I'm just kinda weak~~ bowling was pretty fun though it isn't something I like. And there were some people there who were really good so I couldn't help staring at them. I hope they didn't freak out or something~~

And yay! Time to complete assignments :( . And hopefully, sleep early. PW meeting tomorrow at 7am :( . Used to think I can catch a breather after promos are over, but I guess I was wrong~

Sigh.

I miss you more than anything.

2011-07-17T20:48:00.003+08:00

Jet Lag - Simple Plan (feat. Natasha Bedingfield)

Trying to figure out the timezone's making me crazy. You say good morning when it's midnight, going out of my head alone in this bed.I wake up to your sunset, it's driving me mad I miss you so bad and my heart's so jet lag. I miss you so bad. I wanna see your horizon and see the same sun rising. Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me.

I love this song~~

And whoa. Been a long time. Blame college. life's getting busier each second.

ANYWAYS. Been to America during the holidays. Didn't get to see my dear LA boys. But I enjoyed myself there :) A little too much. Coming back to Singapore makes me feel hjbgfdhbsahvjbsahjd. I guess I didn't know what stress actually feels like until now. I miss America.

Taken from my hotel room!

I took this in Singapore fyi. I was actually forcing a smile but sorta looks normal.

So much stuff happened within such a short time. I still feel speechless.

Gotta do my work. Sigh. Shall visit some blogs first.

Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me~

We're the perfect two.

2011-05-08T22:25:00.003+08:00

Perfect Two - Auburn

Don't know if I could ever be without you cause boy you complete me. And in time I know that we'll both see that we're all we need. Cause you're the one for me and I'm the one for you. You take the both of us and we're the perfect two. Baby me and you, we're the perfect two.

The melody isn't that nice and some parts of the lyrics suck but some parts of the lyrics are just awesome :)

Went to shop a little today. Well, there was a 80% discount.

Skyped with Andreas. Hehehehe he shared pretty songs with me. In an awesome mood right now cause I've more songs~ I'm a happy girl :)

Okay and I've lotsa tests to study for so :( .

Perfect two.

All this time we were waiting for each other.

2011-05-02T00:25:00.003+08:00

All This Time - OneRepublic

All this time we were waiting for each other, all this time I was waiting for you. We've got all these love can't waste them on another. So I'm straight in a straight line, running back to you.

Sigh~ Love this song. I shared this song last year though. This song reminds me of Lucky by Jason Mraz. But Lucky's more of a romantic song while All This Time is like the subtle sweet and more emotional kind.

Had PW group meeting just now. Wasn't exactly fruitful. Using my PI for GPP hahahhahahaa. Kinda scary but I really really hope it's gonna work out. PW's draining me of my energy :( . Stanson was camwhoring with my phone and I joined in at some point. HAHA.

Skyped with Andreas after PW. It was like 3am and he wasn't sleeping?! Had a hard time trying to get him to sleep. Attempted to take an emo picture but failed :/ . Not gonna upload it here though. Sigh. Why is LA so far? I feel like buying him a stuffed toy hehehehehehe.

Oh and by the way, the yellow book is for GP. GP Application Question is totally killing me. It's like writing an essay to answer one question.

Okay, gotta get back to work. It's 12.43am now :( .

Pretty songs~

I miss everything about you.

2011-04-24T19:52:00.003+08:00

I Never Told You - Colbie Caillat

When I'm not around you, it's like I'm alone with me. I never told you, I miss everything about you. And after all the things we've been through, I miss everything about you.

Switched the lyrics a little. Love Colbie Caillat's songs. This song made me thought of how you should tell someone that you miss them if you really do. If you don't, how will they ever know?

Really tired from all the work. Like seriously tired. PW today was somehow exhausting. All I did was to write out lyrics and modify the tune. :/ . And brainstorm a little. Everyone in my PW group looks horribly tired today. Hahahha. I can't wait for June, I totally need a break. Who cares about long weekends, not like it's that long :( .

Oh and I'm wearing the Paint the house 2011 tee in the picture. Wanted to blog about it, but I've lotsa stuff to do and I need to rush cause I wanna sleep early. Tired.

Oh. And I found out that my cousin's in a relationship yesterday. I've no idea if it's a good thing since she's still young. I sincerely hope that guy's the one for her. If not, it's just a waste of time. Was shocked when I found out yesterday. Reminded me of Rebekah. I remember her telling me to guard my heart, which I will :) Wellll. I find it pointless to get into relationships easily and then break up cause it's a waste of time and someone's bound to get hurt :/ . I'd rather wait for a guy that I can be with forever :)

OKAY BACK TO WORK.

Sigh work.

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry.

2011-04-20T21:45:00.003+08:00

Count on me - Bruno Mars

You can count on me like one, two, three, I'll be there and I know that when I need it I can count on you like four, three, two, you'll be there.

Bruno Mars sings such awesome songs!!

Haven't been blogging for quite a while, mainly cause I'm pretty busy and also cause there was something wrong withmy IE9. But turns out all I had to do was to just click the compatibility view button. Dangggg :/ .

Been a crazy week!! So much work and yet so little time.I can feel my immune system giving in :( . Felt really unwell throughout the entire guitar practice, but I survived :)

Oh and the photo (above) that I edited, THE EFFECTS ARE FREAKING AWESOME HEHE. But I think I look kinda weird in the photo so yup :/ .

Okay I guess I gotta study now.

Oh and I'll be back in NASS tomorrow~

I'm here for you :)

You make it easier when life gets hard.

2011-04-01T17:13:00.004+08:00

Lucky - Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat

They don't know how long it takes waiting for a love like this. Every time we say goodbye, I wish we had one more kiss. I'll wait for you I promise you, I will. I'm lucky we're in love in every way, lucky to have stayed where we have stayed, lucky to be coming home someday.

I think this song's really sweet :) Has a really summery feeling! Yay Colbie Caillat!! Somehow her songs make me feel YAY. LOL. Had to search for the lyrics cause I can't seem to watch youtube videos at the moment :( . Read some of the comments and I really felt touched. Hahahaha. Apparently this song is about to people who are head over heels in love with each other. They're having a long-distance relationship but are about to be reunited. (Anyway, someone interpreted it, not me). Saw comments from people who are in a long distance relationship themselves, and they were like talking about how much they miss each other and that they sing this song to each other.

SO SWEET RIGHT?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!!!

Was trying out my new Photography applications!! Pretty fun :) And I was wearing my NASS PE shirt :) Nice to sleep in hahahahhahahahha

ANYWAY. Happy April Fool's Day!!

Yes, I got tricked today.

Cleaned my entire room today. Looks much neater. You have no idea how much dust there was zomgosh. I had to shower quickly cause I felt really dusty after cleaning up. I feel like painting my walls lilac :/ . It's like a really really pretty pale purple. My mum probably won't let me though. :( . And I really want a purple chair now cause someone made me jealous cause he has an awesome purple chair LOL.

Gonna start with my homework ASAP. Lots to do :( . Apparently my PI wasn't well done sigh. But the rest of the class didn't do well also. Hahahaha. Will probably have to change lotsa stuff! :( .

Oh and I signed up for math mentoring program in NASS. Gonna be sorta like a teacher. Kinda excited but yet nervous. Briefing tomorrow.

Okay homework!!

I am complete now that I found you.

2011-03-29T22:50:00.003+08:00

I Knew I Loved You - Savage Garden

I'm crazy tired.

Been practicing guitar cause there's a test tomorrow. Thanks for adding to my workload.

In case the pictures doesn't show it all, I'M SO FREAKING TIRED. And I haven't completed my economics essay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really wanna sleep. Feels like I haven't slept in years. YES IT'S THAT BAD.

PE today was really crazy, I felt that I was being tortured or something. Was never the athletic type, which just made it worse. Felt really nauseous and had a throbbing headache but thank God it went away after break.

Guess I should get back to my essays.

Super tired.

'Cause I miss you whenever you're not around.

2011-03-24T20:21:00.002+08:00

When I'm With You - Faber Drive

I'm ever glad you wanted me too. When I'm with you, I'll make every second count. Cause I miss you whenever you're not around. I'll love you the rest of my life.

OMGOSH THIS SONG IS SO SWEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If a guy actually sings this to a girl, she'll probably be like ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGOSH AWWWWW~ HAHAHAHA. I think the story behind this song is something like the guy is away from the girl and he misses her and is going back to show her he loves her. LIKE A DRAMA HAHA.

HAHAHAHA OMGOSH OKAY.

Lots of stuff happening in school lately, shall not talk about it here.

Anyway, been awfully busy with work, it's like an overload!! Had totally no idea that college was gonna be this tough. ENDURE!!

And I've chemistry test tomorrow!! My notes are getting horribly thick :( .

Okay I gotta go study!

Miss you~

Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?

2011-03-22T21:29:00.003+08:00

By Chance (You&I) - J.R.A.

Are you tired cause you've been on my mind running thousands and thousands of miles. I don't know why I'm drawn to you, could you be the other one so we'd equal two? You and I are better than Sonny and Cher, honey and bears. You and I are better than Aladdin and Jasmine, we'd made it happen.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THIS SONG IS SO CHEESY BUT I LOVE IT. It's so cute and romantic!! Beautiful song!! :)

Okay been rather busy, still busy :( . Just wanted to share the song!! :)

You&I.

God is love.

2011-03-16T22:39:00.003+08:00

God Is Not A White Man - Gungor

God is good!!<3 <3

Andreas introduced this song to me yesterday. I think it's super super cute and awesome!! EVEN THE VIDEO IS SUPER CUTE!!

And yeah, God loves everyone!! God is love~ <3 <3

Anyways, I'm running out of pretty songs to post here :( . Shall go ask Clement to introduce me to more songs hehe.

Oh and I cut my fringe today. By myself. LOL. I wanted to cut it just a little shorter but I got carried away LOL. It looks okay to me but it's shorter than what I wanted. Hehehehehehehe idk why but it was fun!!

Haven't been practising guitar much :( .

Okay I know I look kinda scary. BUT OH YEAH I CUT MY FRINGE.

OKAY I TOTALLY FORGOT THAT I WAS IN THE MIDST OF BLOGGING.

LOVE GOD <3 <3

I do love you.

2011-03-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

I Do - Colbie Caillat

You make me wanna say I do.

I'm really really drawn to this song. Firstly, it's really catchy. Secondly, I totally agree with the lyrics :)

When I was in primary school, I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time. As I grew older, I was happy staying out of love, it wouldn't last. And that was the only way I knew till I met you. Cause you make me wanna say I do love you.

Hahahahhahahahhaha seeeeeeeeeee. What I feel about love totally matches the song. Let me make this clear, I don't know who's gonna be the one to make me wanna say I do. So it's like what I thought in the past, and the future. I put it that way merely because I wanted to match the lyrics :)

Okay, I didn't realized it's 11.59pm already!! Been rather distracted lately :( . Okay. I watched Red Riding Hood today, and it was kinda good. There's this cute guy in the movie. It was a little boring cause I felt awfully sleepy but also pretty alright cause it kept me in suspense and had to keep guessing who's the werewolf. And it was rather shocking.

Yup.

Guess I should get back to my economics notes and finish it quickly. Really need some sleep.

I do.

I'll be right here waiting for you.

2011-03-14T00:37:00.004+08:00

Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx

Kevjumba brought me back to this song. Realized how much I miss it! Richard Marx has a truly beautiful voice :)

Well, it's 12.42am now, so I'm gonna blog really quickly cause I'm supposed to sleep before 1am!!

Currently uploading the pictures~ They'll speak the thousand words that I wanna say :)

Well, I'm not sure if I've blogged about it, but I'm officially in guitar club!! Something I've always wanted to learn :)

Yeah, this is my economics essay, my very first attempt. I wrote two pages worth and the teacher didn't collect it :( .

Class dinner/outing at Sakura!! Was really really awesome. Unfortunately I don't have time to blog about it. Maybe tomorrow?

Went to JJ Lin's concert with bro. Awesome and he wants to drag me to another concert. Which is kinda good and bad. Oh no.

OKAY SO I GOTTA GO SLEEP HAHAHAHA I'M IN NEED OF REST :)

:)

I was enchanted to meet you too.

2011-02-27T13:33:00.003+08:00

Enchanted - Adam Young

I was never in love with someone else, I never had somebody waiting on me,cause you were all of my dreams come true, and I just wish you knew, I'm so in love with you.

ADAM YOUNG IS SO SWEET <3 <3

Hahahahhaaha haven't been updating much. Flooded with work and stuff :( . And........ I've to get back to work. Homework's been coming in piles :( .

Work!

I missed you.

2011-02-10T18:55:00.003+08:00

Waiting For You - Yesung

This love that can't be forgotten alone and changed. I'll wait for you till the end of the world.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH THE LYRICS ARE SO SWEET.

Didn't go to school today. Sick :( . Been rather busy cause I went to the same doctor three times and he wasn't there all three times. I feel that the nurses there are horribly unclear about the timings and stuff. Went to my other doctor instead. Apparently I grew taller but lost weight?!!!!!! This is seriously freaky cause I ate a lot during CNY. And by growing taller, shouldn't I also gain weight. I guess ice cream doesn't do much to me haha.

I'm freaking out cause people in other JCs are having tutorials already and some even have tests while I'm still have games and talks. Tomorrow is like, CG bonding day?! Bro keeps giving me stacks and stacks of notes to me. I think he's trying to pressurize me. :( . Kidding. Anyway he had a hard time trying to explain to me the second page of the Econs notes he gave me HAHAHAHAHA. Second page yknow :( .

Guess JC is gonna be the first time I'm gonna work really really hard. I really hope I won't end up distracted cause I usually do.

Hungry!

Hey love.

2011-02-06T22:09:00.002+08:00

A Falling Star - Super Junior

This song is not sung by the entire Super Junior, but by Leeteuk, Kangin, Yesung, Sungmin and Ryeowook. It's a truly beautiful song :)

Back to school tomorrow. Feels really weird!!

CNY visiting today kinda tired me out :( . Always miss my life in indo. Much more relaxing than singapore. But of course, I think it'll get boring if I stay there for too long.

Lots of other stuff to blog about but somehow I don't feel like saying it. HAHA.

Yesung!

I think I wanna marry you.

2011-02-02T20:46:00.001+08:00

Greetings from Indonesia! :)

As usual, I’m celebrating my CNY in Batam with all my relatives and family! I’ve to admit, I’m 16 going 17 and I still can’t remember all of their names. It’s pretty hard to remember when I rarely see them and I’m really bad at remembering people’s names.

I realized I haven’t blogged for quite some time. Been rather busy with orientation and stuff.
School today was pretty okay. A little boring though! Went back to Ngeeann to find Mr Samuel Ong cause he owes me chocolate hehehehe. THANKS FOR THE CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Talked to Mr Hazmi and Ms Tan (VP) about school life and stuff. Helped Anderson and Andreas to take their school annual before rushing back home. Hahahahaha. Mummy said that we’ll pass it to them when we go to LA. But if the trip gets cancelled or something, I’ll have to mail it to them!

Just finished the reunion dinner thing. Pretty full up! Love the food here. It’s home-cooked and awesome! Hahahahahaaha a lot of people don’t really appreciate home-cooked food but I do cause I’ve been eating takeaways most of the time since nobody cooks at home :( .

Currently chilling in my room cause I’m in the sit down and listen to music mood! Really tired since I’ve been waking up at 6am every day for school :( . I look like a crazy panda :( . Being in TJC is bad cause it’s not exactly near my house so I’ve to wake up early every day. But the good thing is that there’re lots of really awesome food near the school. Reallllllllly attracted by Udders!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss the ice cream there.

Speaking of which, I miss Sour Sally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay shall go arrange some stuff :)

HEEHEE.

And You'd paint the sky to see me believe You.

2011-01-23T22:14:00.003+08:00

In Repose - The Send

I uploaded this song on Youtube cause I couldn't find it. I think it's a really beautiful song and it's a pity not many people know it :( . Andreas introduced me to this song and I fell in love with it immediately. Maybe it's cause I can totally relate to the song.

I thank God for everything :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

Okay.

Went for morning service today. Rebekah didn't accompany me :( . HAHAHHA but I think she needs rest :) Felt that it would be an awesome experience so I went anyways. And yeah, it's really different from youth service and it's really really good. Felt really refreshed after that :)

Rushed back to Tampines for farewell lunch treat from Albert. It feels weird to quit my job at TMC Academy. Quitting on Tuesday. Vincent bro shall take over my job :)

Rushed to downtowneast for a haircut with Huiyi. LOL. My schedule is super crazy today :( . Slashed off two inches of my hair and cut my fringe shorter. My hair's so short now. I miss my hair. I can't tie a side ponytail now cause it's too short. I've to tie a boring hairstyle that every girl ties :( . I took a picture to show how short my hair is now, but I went to polarize it so....... Can't even see. LOL.

Can't see right :/ .

I think I love Badass too much. Must resist taking photos with Badass!!

Was reading my previous blog posts when I was in lower secondary. THANKS TO TECKYANG HAHAHAHAHAHA. I think I almost died laughing. I can't believe I was so retarded and childish hahahahhaha. But still. It's funny. It's like reading a stranger's blog cause I barely remember anything.

I wanted to say something but I forgot what O.O .

YAYY.

I don't wanna live without you.

2011-01-22T21:06:00.004+08:00

I'm Only Me When I'm With You - Taylor Swift

Through it all nobody gets me like you do. You say that you can't live without me <3

Okay hahahaha I feel guilty for not blogging constantly. Been real busy lately! CNY shoppings, meet-ups etc. And yeah, busy with work too. And I caught a cold. But thankfully, I'm much better now.

Hahahahaha I had a bit of time for my webcam before I went out today and after I came back. I even had time to change my shades! It's getting rather sunny so getting a good pair of shades is a good thing! I've three now. Hahaha. And one with a crazy price. Okay inside joke.

ANYWAY. Woke up coughing really badly, which I have no idea why. My immune system is getting a little crazy. Which is kinda bad. Had lunch and went to skype with Anderson. Andreas wasn't home a that point of time though. Downloaded this oovoo thing speaking of which, I really have no idea how to use it. I managed to persuade him to download whatsapp hehe. He introduced me to one of his friends in LA and talked about how mean Anderson is. LOL. Nice person. :)

Headed off to Esplanade Linkway to collect some stuff. Thank God Andreas was on whatsapp giving me directions on how to get there. Or I'll probably get lost and be late. Thanks :) Was really tempted to shop but decided not to and went home instead. Probably shop tomorrow hehe.

Church in the morning tomorrow! I have no idea why my relatives and family are so against me going to church. Shouldn't you guys be happy that I finally found my love for something and I'm finally a happy kid instead of the awfully quiet and unhappy kid that I used to be? It really hurts to see the people you love so against you.

Okay hahahaha Teckyang just told me to follow him on twitter LOL.

Sorry. Couldn't resist. He's too cute. LOL. First. I fell in love with his beautiful voice. Next. I fell in love with his weirdness. Now. I'm falling in love with how cute he looks. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :( . He should really get a girlfriend!!

Hahahaha found this while looking at some random photos! I miss talking rubbish with Sherina! :( . We used to talk about crazy stuff like doing a tribal dance in our floating garden! Hahahahahahaha I miss my seniors :( .

Okay I really need to continue reading my book. Love, Rosie. You guys should read it. It's awesome.

Love.

Come closer, a little bit more.

2011-01-16T22:22:00.004+08:00

That Man - Hyun Bin

Hyunbin looks rather cool and handsome in this drama. And I'm pleasently surprised that the drama turned out a lot better than I expected. It's like. WOW. Highly recommended!! I cried for a few episodes. But it's WOWWWWWWWWWWWWW. Could really feel their love for each other! Guess it sucks to be separated from the person you love. But at least they're together in the end!!

I think Hyunbin looks more matured in Secret Garden too. And charming. :)

He sings quite well too! But Yesung's better. His voice is too perfect :P

Went shopping today for clothes. Only bought a blouse though LOL. And I just found out that my Esprit card expired :( . And I bought it from Esprit. LOL. Found another at Joop, but the queue to the changing room was crazy. Zara was a total mess cause there's a sale. So clothes are flung all over and once again, there's a crazy queue.

Omgosh and Andreas found the Kate Spade shop in LA for my mum. Now my mum wants him to keep an eye on the shop cause she's terrified that they'll move elsewhere LOL.

Bro gave me some A Level H2 Mathematics book which I'm gonna look through now. :)

Oh and I had Sour Sally today :P

UPDATE:
WOW OKAY I JUST SAW THE EYE THAT JIANHONG DISSECTED. HOW DID HE DO THAT WITHOUT FREAKING OUT. OMGOSH. IT'S CREEPY!!

Yoghurt!

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.

2011-01-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

Love Story - Taylor Swift

Is this in my head? I don't know what to think. He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said, "Marry me and you'll never have to be alone. I love you and that's all I really know. I talked to your dad so go pick out a white dress. It's a love story, baby just say yes."

(I edited the lyrics a little to make it flow better in sentences) Taylor Swift's songs are always so romantic!!

Been awfully busy at work today. So many new tasks with too little time to learn! Made a few errors here and there :( . SAM snatched me over from Finance. LOL. Fun bunch of people though, with the exception of a few. Got my staff card too!

Oh and bro got the JJ Lin tickets already! Kinda excited :)

AND SUPER SHOW 3 IS COMING!!

I remember having loads of things to say but I really can't remember what it is.

I feel like studying Physics now.

Physics!

You're everything in my head.

2011-01-09T18:55:00.002+08:00

All my heart - Super Junior

You make me alive in the tiring day <3

Hi I've fever and sore throat and I'm freezing. And I cant go to church today cause I'm sick. That's bad :( . I spent my day sleeping. Wasn't exactly sleeping though, I kept on waking up.

Hahahhaa I have the sudden urge to say this. God, I thank you for everything and I love You. Thank You for loving me so much even though I don't deserve it. Thank You for always being there for me when no one else is. I love You :)

I can't think of anything else to say cause it's a boring day. Hahahaha.

YAY.

Your strong heart gets hurt when I'm hurt.

2011-01-08T22:00:00.002+08:00

No Other - Super Junior

It always felt like the first time. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW YESUNG PROPOSED TO THE GIRL WITH A RING TIED ON A BALLOON AT THE END OF THE MUSIC VIDEO. SO SWEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Although he's not as good looking as people like Donghae, his voice is perfect. That's awesome <3

Hahahahaha nothing really special about the lyrics, but the story behind it is really really sweet and romantic. And it's a happy song!

Leeteuk looks really fresh in this MV. Somehow.

Was supposed to go for cell today, but I'm down with a sore throat and fever. At least the fever's gone! That's what you get for eating too much Garrett popcorn :( . But it's really awesome. Highly recommended! And my throat feels much better after drinking the herbal tea :)

Tried to trick Qingxiang, but I kinda failed to trick her :( . And she tricked me back :( . I give up on this. I guess I'm just not good at tricking people. LOL. TO EVERYONE OUT THERE, DON'T TRUST QINGXIANG. SHE'S ALWAYS BULLYING ME AND TRICKING ME :( :( . SHE'S BADDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

Nah I'm kidding.

Really. I'm kidding. She's nice don't worry :P

I can't really remember what I did today. Can't seem to think now LOL.

Qingxiang very obedient. I told her to update her blog, and she really did :P AHMA MUST BLOG EVERYDAY OKAY I WANT TO STALK YOU ^^

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 2PM + 2AM SONG NOW

Sweet.

I will be waiting.

2011-01-07T21:35:00.003+08:00

Loving You - Yesung (ft. Luna)

I miss you.

Omgosh when Yesung sang that part. I felt like my heart broke. Love Yesung yay!! His voice is too perfect :( .

Worked for half day today and went to visit NASS. CCA Display!! Went to see the guides for awhile and headed off to walk around the school with Clement and Eric. Clement stole my phone and typed lots of nonsence in my Facebook :( .

Went to White Sands to find Jabrina at each a cup!! The milk tea's good :) Wanted to eat ice cream with Amelia but I feel like a lightbulb. Shall not elaborate. Haha. Which explains why I went home.

Brought Badass out today!! <3 I've officially changed his name to just Badass. And boyboy. No more other names :) Badass sounds wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy more special!!

Oh. BRO REALLY BOUGHT THE JJ LIN TICKETS HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. Okay I really need to save money now.

I really feel like doing Amath LOL.

Badass <3

You are the best thing that's ever been mine.

2011-01-05T21:50:00.004+08:00

Mine - Taylor Swift

Then you took me by surprise, you said, "I'll never leave you alone." You said, "I remember how we felt sitting by the water and everytime I look at you, it's like the first time."

Taylor Swift. One of my favourite singers ever :) Her songs are like romance stories :)

Work today. Exhausting. :( . And I accidentally stabbed myself with a pen and that made my finger bleed. LOL. According to Vincent bro he never heard of anyone accidentally stabbing themself with a pen before. Apparently I'm the first LOL. Fineeeee I'm weird. But that makes him weird too :P

O Level results are out on coming Monday. I'm terrified. But I'm just gonna pray and leave everything in God's hands cause I know He's the only one I can rely on :) LOL and Andreas whatsapp me, asking about trigonometry formula LOL. I was like O.O . Thankfully it wasn't urgent haha.

Went home to get my Amath book from bro to take pictures of the formula. Bro wanted to give him more formula from his university but I think he couldn't find it hahhaa.

I'm still thinking of whether I should buy JJ Lin's album. But I've no money. And I don't want to waste my parents' money. :( . I miss his voice! And bro listening to his songs now. Can hear from my room. I'm melting. LOL.

HMMMMMMMMM I FEEL LIKE DOING AMATH MATH IS FUN TEEHEEEEEEEEEE. Very long never do :( .

AMATH!

UPDATE:
Omgoshmy bro gave me his university math suff and told me to give Andreas LOL. OMGOSH AND HE WANTS TO BRING ME TO JJ LIN CONCERT YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY <3 Checking for tickets now~

You belong with me.

2011-01-04T21:04:00.002+08:00

You Belong With Me -Taylor Swift

Really tired from work today! Worked a couple of minutes more than usual. And wasn't feeling that well since the day started :/ . But much better now though :)

Got lots of snacks from my colleagues again! Thanks y'all :)

Currently watching some Hongkong drama with my bro. It's a cute show! It's called The Mysteries of Love I think. Cool drama, should watch!

Can't stop my hiccups :( . Getting rather uncomfortable :/ . It's like. hic. hic. hic. hic. hic. hic. hic. hic. hic. Been 10 minutes already!

Oh, and happy birthday Vincent bro! :)

Hic!

Just a little, didn't you think of me?

2011-01-02T21:28:00.002+08:00

Resignation - Yesung

Yesung's solo in Super Show 2. Sigh. I really love his voice! Can't find another as perfect as his <3

O.O . Some random guy just added me on Facebook and said "hi. I love you." Seriously?! I don't even know him! And yesterday was another person who kept asking for my number. Facebook is full of strange and freaky stalkers. Well. At least this guy seems harmless compared to the person who kept asking for my number and to top it off, that person has a weird profile -____________________- . Note to self: Stop accepting friend requests from people you don't know, even though there's a mutual friend.

Anyway, I slept a lot today. Hahahahaha working hard during the weekdays has taken its toll on me. Get rather tired during the weekends :( . But I need the money. So. Too bad for me I guess hahaha. But it's a pretty good experience :)

Was watching SS2 on my laptop just now and it died twice. Sorry lappie I love you <3

Work tomorrow :( . I really need a break! Haven't really been chillin with friends. Should catch up with them some time soon.

On a random note, I feel kinda scared of the cell. Feels so distant. Hahahaha and it's my fault. Sigh.

Yesung <3

Happy 2011~~

2011-01-01T16:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I finally found time to blog :) ANYWAY. It's 4pm now, I know it's a little late to wish happy new year but I was pretty busy. And it's only 12am in LA now so in a way, it's on time :P

31st December 2010
Went out with mum and bro. Had a really great time! Saw lots of familiar faces! (OMGOSH sorry this post is gonna be real short cause I got to go out soon. Today's a busy day)

Hahahaha I keep seeing hearts everywhere today idk why. They're like everywhere!! AND I GOT A PARTY HAT TEEHEE.

Oh and there was this guy who demanded forr me to donate money, I didn't want to. And he followed me around till I doneted. Freaky dude.

1st January 2011
Just came back from some celebration, going to my Xiaogu's place to party later :) ANYWAY. There's this weird stalkerish person on Facebook, Crazy zomgosh.

OKAY I GOTTA RUN.

POKEMON!

I calm myself and leave after sending you away.

2010-12-31T00:13:00.004+08:00

Another Day - S.M. The Ballad

I really like his voice a lot. So soothing. This is actually a solo song by Jay Kim/Typhoon. He's the leader of TRAX as well as the main vocals. Hahahaha Typhoon sounds so dangerously sexy. OMGOSH I'M IN LOVE WITH TRAX AND 2PM. I really didn't know that Typhoon is part of S.M. The Ballad. I randomly clicked links and found out. AND I LOVE HIS EYES OMGOSH.

I calm myself and leave after sending you away. Ouch. I wanted to find something sweet but I couldn't LOL. It's the lyrics that's pretty

SIGH I LOVE TYPHOON'S EYES.

But Yesung is still the best cause his voice is perfect and he's weird HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Really admire Typhoon though. But Yesung is still the best! I'm going to SS3 mainly because of Yesung. :P

Anyway I'm currently reading a few books so I'm rather busy! Which means less time to blog :( .

YAY I LOVE YESUNG <3

Yesung!

I miss you.

2010-12-30T00:23:00.003+08:00

Even If You Leave Me - 2PM

I know I've shared this song on my blog before, but I'm gonna do it again cause it keeps replaying over and over again. And this song affects me a lot, although I've no idea why. Always feel weird after listening to it.

I was scanning through the lyrics, trying to find something sweet to fill in as the title. But I realize that I couldn't. The entire meaning behind this song is the beauty of it. Not really sweet and romantic lines in the song, it's the entire story that the lyrics tell that makes it so enchanting. And I'm guessing both parties in the song miss each other a whole lot, which explains the title of this post.

Well, I'm gonna visit band with Siti Awesome. It's going to be really weird cause I'll be wearing a dress since I've to rush off to work later. So weird sigh.

Guess I should sleep now. I'm really exhausted.

Sleep

Your hands are tough but they are where mine belong in.

2010-12-28T22:34:00.002+08:00

Ours - Taylor Swift

Cause my heart is yours~

Finally back home to my comfy bed :) Really drained of energy although it was meant to be a break from work and life :( .

Went for pool and LAN today. L4D2!!!!!!!!! Hahaha I was playing halfway when Andreas whatsapp me that he reached LA! Had a fun time killing the zombies and as usual,I shot my team mates :P

Hope that Skype video calls will still continue! Anderson said something about no wifi. I really want to see their apartment!

Okay I shall go read some random story on Wattpad. The fan fic there is ridiculous LOL.

All this time we were waiting for each other, all this time I was waiting for you. Sucha pretty song :( .

Waiting.

2010-12-26T23:50:00.002+08:00

My cousins/godbrothers gave me the penguin!!!!!!! It's from australia. SO CUTE RIGHT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy birthday bro :) You're annoying but cute but irritating!!!!!!!

Hahahaha and he got thrown into the pool.

Gonna stay over at the chalet. Dad's back home though. I don't exactly like the chalet but it's been fun so far!

Okay shall go find something to do yay!

YAY!

You own all my heart.

2010-12-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

Oh! My Goddess - TRAX

Hahahaha the lyrics is so sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO SWEET!!

Anyway I scheduled this post to be 11.59pm on 24 December although it's 12.31am, 25 December. Hahahaha wanted to blog but I was distracted. So this post is about Christmas Eve!

Went to Tampines Mall with Huiyi, her siblings and Cherie! Shopped for their stuff and I bought earstuds. Couldn't resist. Hahaha. Went to Huiyi's house for manicure! Painted black french tip. SO PRETTY HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

Die I'm falling in love with 2pm cause of two songs and the parodies they did OMGOSH. And TRAX. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SO NICE.

Okay I wanna listen to songs.

Love.

Without you I don't know happiness.

2010-12-23T23:59:00.001+08:00

One More Time - Kim Hyun Joong

This song keeps replaying over and over again in my head. <3

It's currecntly 24th December, 1.08am, but I scheduled this post to be 11:59pm on 23rd December cause this post is meant for 23rd. But I was a little too distracted and busy to blog. So I'm going to write this post like it's still 23rd.

Work's pretty good today. Colleagues kept giving me junk food. Hahahahaha. And some colleague asked if I'm Indonesian. LOL. Previously, another colleague said that I don't look Singaporean. Apparently I look Indonesian. But I think I look Singaporean cause I look more like my mum! I told my mum and she said it's cause my dad's Indonesian and maybe I look like him too. LOL. Wow okay. But I still think I look Singaporean! Okay never mind I'm neither here nor there. I'm both then.

Really tired now. Meeting Huiyi tomorrow! Can't wait to go out and finally relax!

Okay I really need to sleep. Barely awake.

Sleep.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight.

2010-12-22T22:41:00.002+08:00

Vanilla Twilight - Owl City

It's not the same without you. Vanillatwilight <3

Work's really making me exhausted. I can't wait for 24 December to come. Rest all the way till 28th. Really really tired now :( . Maybe cause I barely sat down today. And tired out from waking up so early all the time :( . So tired of everything.

Watching drama, Janggeunsuk is so sweet to the girl!

Supposed to be Skype-ing today but a lot people missing. So I guess it's off!

I miss a lot of stuff. I miss some of my friends that I haven't seen in a really really long time :( .

Too tired to blog now, maybe tomorrow.

Nostalgia.

If my heart was a house, you'd be home.

2010-12-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

If My Heart Was A House - Owl City

Work today was pretty alright. Was really really tired today cause I slept at 1am+ cause I as feeling to high/crazy to sleep. Was laughing like mad. LOL. Ate at Junction 8 again. Getting a little bored of it. Some colleague made me laugh till I lost concentration and had to re-check the entire thing LOL.

Rushed to Tampines Mall to celebrate my mum's birthday. Bought Ben and Jerrys ice cream too~ My dad was super funny LOL.

Omgosh my bro just msn-ed me to watch Mary Stayed Out All Night LOL. JANG GEUN SUK IS IN THE DRAMA OMGOSH YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Aww Andreas is going back tomorrow! He just reached Singapore at around 12am-1am!!!!His Whatsapp better work :/ . Can't seem to contact Keith, he's like MIA or something.

OKAY I'M GONNA WATC MY DRAMA SO EXCITED HEHE.

HEHE.

Just know I'm here whenever you need me, I'll wait for you.

2010-12-19T13:35:00.003+08:00

Come Back To Me - David Cook
David Cook - Come Back To Me: "David Cook"

It's so hard to find David's Cook MV on YouTube cause of some annoying reasons. I miss this song!

Been pretty tired for the past few days. Exhausted. I have no idea why. Hahahaha maybe it's cause I barely rest on weekdays. I feel like I'm destroying myself or something. Need to rest more!!

Oh. Andreas is coming to Singapore today! But I've no idea what time is his flight. Something's wrong with his whatsapp :/ .

Mum's birthday tomorrow. Time really flies. Like a rocket. Probably going to Crystal Jade for dinner tomorrow :) I hope she'll like the present I chose. But after all, it's the thought that counts right? But yeah, I hope she'll love it!!

I finished re-watching Cinderella's Sister and Autumn's Concerto. I skipped quite a few parts. Shall find a new drama to watch :)

Oh and I dreamt of something really cool. Not going to post it here though cause it's a secret heehee.

Badass!!

It has to be you.

2010-12-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

It Has To Be You - Yesung

I'm quite annoyed now cause I stopped my drama to blog but my post is gone. I'll retype it again later.

UPDATE:
Okay, I admit it, I'm too lazy to update so I'm just going to summarize everything.

1) My colleague said I don't look Singaporean. I'm still quite amazed by that cause I think I look like one.
2) This salesguy pulled me into the shop and told me to buy this ring. That was cute but weird.
3) My bro was saying retarded stuff and that made me laugh.
4) I bought a pendant for my mum and I'm pretty much broke now.

Yup.

It makes me crazier day by day.

2010-12-16T22:46:00.001+08:00

Tik Tok - 2PM (ft. Yoon Eun Hye)

Feeling reallllly crazy today!

Talking to Anderson on Skype now. Just SMSed Keith to come online but he's not responding! Group video call was supposed to be yesterday but someone didn't come online :/ .

OMGOSH I'VE NO IDEA WHAT TO GET VINCENT FOR CHIRSTMAS! I know he wants a card from me though. Apparently the stuff I write are hilarious. Although I think they aren't hahaha.

I feel like rewatching Cinderella's sister again! I know it makes me cry a lot. So don't ask me why I want to watch it again. Not for the crying -.- .

So many things that are gonna happen! Andreas coming back to Singapore for a short while, then mum's birthday, then Christmas, then bro's birthday, then meet up with Vincent. More to come?

ANYWAY I REALLY WANT TO WATCH A MOVIE. AND I'M GONNA WATCH CINDERELLA'S SISTER NOW CAN'T RESIST TEEHEE. OR MAYBE ANOTHER DRAMA :)

DAMON <3

The way you take my hand is just so sweet~~

2010-12-15T21:15:00.003+08:00

You Got Me - Colbie Caillat

Still tired :( . Looking more and more like a panda each day!

Work was pretty normal but I feel myself get tired easily as the days pass by. Really need a full day rest, hang out with friends and stuff! Worked till 1pm and went off to meet Rebekah for Bible Study.

So.. I was pretty silly. Instead of taking the mrt from Bishan to Orchard, I took it from Bishan to Paya Lebar and then to Orchard. I didn't know there's a shorter way. :( .

Finally tried Sour Sally today and IT'S AWESOME! Craving for more!! Shall go there again some time soon. Ate Haagen Dazs ice cream and had BS there :)

Gonna make this post real short cause I'm kind of busy and distracted right now. AND OH. VINCENT BOUGHT ME A SUPER JUNIOR CALENDAR WHEE! THANKS BRO :) Need to go find him to catch up on our lives soon, been so busy ever since the holiday started :( . And he always msn me at the wrong time LOL.

Busy.

I'm falling for you.

2010-12-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

Falling For You - Colbie Caillat

Been rather busy with work and making bro's birthday present. Bought him this photo album to decorate. Gonna fill it with lots of pictures later! Hahaha I'm gonna have to spend a lot of time and effort into it but I think it'll be worth it since this year is a special year for him :)

Really tired now though :( .

Bought Popeyes for dinner for me and bro so now I'm so horribly full :/ . Maybe I shouldn't have ordered the meal hahaha. And being really full means I can't sleep. But I'm tired :( .

Currently listening to 98.7fm hoping that I'll get to hear the songs that I missed. Hahaha found quite a few already! AWWWWWWWWWWW SOME GIRL JUST DEDICATED A SONG TO HER BOYFRIEND THAT'S SO SWEET OMGOSH.

Feeling rather cold now :( .

Working for half day tomorrow and out with Rebekah fo lunch! Going to Wisma Atria to try Sour Sally hehehehehehe can't wait!!!!!!!!!!! I miss her and I really want to try Sour Sally's yoghurt the pictures all look so. AWESOME. And it's non-fat. LOL. Healthy! :)

I want to buy clothes for my teddy bears and myself :( . So tempted to go shopping but I need to save money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!

'Cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

2010-12-12T17:31:00.003+08:00

BUBBLY-COLBIE CAILLAT

It starts in my soul and I lose all control, when you kiss my nose, the feelin' shows. 'Cause you make me smile baby just take your time now, holdin' me tight.

Awwwwww I miss that song and Vanilla Twilight! Pretty.

Well, mentally exhausting week. I guess I won't be going for SS3 cause I'm going to sell my ticket. It took me a lot of courage to tell them and somehow I cried while smsing. Hahahaha it just hurts a lot knowing that you're bringing disappointment to others. But I guess I really can't please everyone in life. Something tells me I'm doing the right thing, and I really hope it's true. Just sort of kills me inside to tell them :( . I need to control my emotions, I think I cry a lot :/ .

I'm having terrible gastric pains and idk why. I did eat brunch today when I woke up. And I woke up pretty late. Never mind. Physical pains don't hurt as much, it's pretty easy to tolerate anyway. Heh. Maybe my system's really going haywire. But I did sleep a lot during this weekend. Like seriously a lot. Although I sleep late, I wake up really late. Sigh maybe I should rest more.

Anyway I want to thank Qingxiang ahma for listening to me even though I was pretty much spamming her and thanks for your advice. Just. Thanks for being there for me when I really needed someone to talk to. :) <3

Okay I just finished dinner. Now I'm bloated. :( . Currently thinking of what's considered a special gift for guys.

Think.

OneRepublic - All This Time (Lyrics) (Waking Up Album)

2010-12-11T18:13:00.003+08:00

All this time, we were waiting for each other, All this time, I was waiting for you. Found this song through VD. Pure awesome <3

Ian Somerhalder! Pretty eyes hehehehehehe. And to make it better, HE WON ROBERT PATTINSON IN SOME ULTIMATE SEXY BEAST COMPETITION!! Why is Robert Pattinson even inside, I don't think he's that sexy :/ .

ANYWAY. Been rather busy today, had to settle bro's birthday stuff as well as to run a few errands. And I overslept. So no cell -.- . If my mum didn't wake me up, I'll probably still be sleeping. So tired!

Okay I'll update again later, going out for dinner!

UPDATE:

The picture above is a picture of my rose plant. I sincerely hope I don't kill it. I wanted to buy the one with white roses cause I like white roses but it's a pity that the pot of white roses didn't look that healthy. So I took the red roses!

OMGOSH I JUST REALIZED MY KEYBOARD ONE KEY CAME OUT IDK HOW I DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH/KNOCK IT OMGOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Shall attempt to fix it later omgosh.

I look like a panda now. Serious lack of sleep.

OKAY I'M PANICKING NOW. Y'KNOW.

PANICKING!!

I think I - Byul (English Translation)

2010-12-11T02:14:00.000+08:00

OMGOSH I MISS THIS SONG SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOOSO MUCH! FULL HOUSE YAY!

Andreas promised me to come online but he didn't :( Bluff meeeeeeeeeee! It's 2:13am already! :( . Shall get Badass to whack him!

OMGOSH SKYPE VIDEO CALLING WAS SUPER FUNNY. Anderson was trying to scare me with a mask thing but my laptop battery died and I got a shock cause the battery died. And he thought I got a shock case he scared me. Hahahahahaha. And we were playing truth or dare and Jeremy's answer was ?!

Okay I'm too lazy to blog now. Cell later!

OneRepublic Say All I Need +lyrics

2010-12-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

All I need is the air I breathe and a place to rest my head. THIS SONG IS SO BEAUTIFUL :( . I miss this song so much! Heard it on The Vampire Diaries :)

Okay I'm officially addicted to vd. I even caught up with Andreas. Waiting for episode 12 now though! CAN'T WAITTTTTT. Love Damon's eyes!!

Work today was horribly exhausting, mentally exhausting. Although it didn't require much thinking, I felt like my head was about to explode and I had a really terrible headache. Had to file things all the way I felt like I almost went crazy. Left at 5pm today cause I finished everything really quickly (which idk how).

Currently on Skype ready to have group video calling but Anderson seems to be MIA. Looks like this is gonna fall through! Okay he's back LOL. But he said another day. Okay I was right. It fell through hahahaha. Oh no wait. It didn't. LOL.

Okay maybee I'll update again later :)

2010-12-10T00:08:00.003+08:00

Years go by and time just seems to fly, but the memories remain. It keeps replaying in my head and I've no idea why.

I promised myself to blog but I got distracted by The Vampire Diaries again. I'm currently at season 2 :) It's a tad too addictive for me :( . I love Damon's eyes, so mesmerizing hahaha. And yeah, it's an awesome show!

So yeah, webcammed with Jabrina, Anderson and Keith on Wednesday! Awwwww miss them! :( . Hope to see them on Skype soon. Andreas said something about be on Skype every Wednesday. Really hope they'll be there cause I miss them!!

Okay, sleeping time. My system is kinda crashing already. Been having a headache and a slight fever for a few days but I still go to work anyways. Jianhong isn't too happy about that :/ . But yeah I guess I'll be fine. Just mentally tired!

Goodnight.

Miserable At Best - Mayday Parade Lyrics

2010-12-06T15:23:00.005+08:00

I miss this song so so much! It's constantly playing in my head since idk when :( . Miserable at best. To be miserable at the maximum level. Haha it's such an emo song and it makes me sad but yeah I miss this so much :( . Although idk why I miss it so much :/ .

Ms Farhana's wedding yesterday was great, she looks like a pretty arabian princess! Went to watch Anderson Andreas Junhao Keith Zul play pool while Jiahui Huiyi and I listened to music haha. Watched Narnia after the pool game. I cried at the end of the show :( . The mouse left them :( .

Went to Ehub this morning cause I was supposed to catch a movie with Anderson, Junhao and Keith. But only Junhao turned up cause the over two guys overslept. I KNEW THAT THAT WOULD HAPPEN :( . But yeah I trusted them :/ . Ditched the movie idea and headed off to terminal 1. Went for lunch first before rushing to send Andreas off. I almost cried but I held back my tears :/.

Badass accompanied me to the airport! He learnt martial arts to protect me hahaha (long story). Although he's Badass Bear, deep down, he's a really kind bear :)

My attempt to look happy.

But I'm actually sad haha. I don't like goodbyes.

Currently at home, going back to the airport to send Anderson off.

UPDATE:
Just came back from airport. Hahaha omgosh I didn't expect the people who went to send Anderson off are all guys. Lots of profanities and stuff. Haha but pretty funny people. Wanted to wish his mum happy birthday but that's sort of crazy LOL. Went home after that while the guys went to eat.

Group photos! :)

All in all, today is a rather sad day. Two goodbyes withing such a short time :( .

Goodbye.

UPDATE. AGAIN:
Omgosh I cried while watching vampire diaries! :( . It's really sad how Damon found out how Katherine made used of her and how Bonnie's grandmother had to sacrifice herself :( . WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :( .

Anyway for those who haven't watch The Vampire Diaries, GO WATCH IT'S AWESOME :)

2010-12-05T12:43:00.003+08:00

Been working hard for the past few days till I had lots of ninjas with hammers in my head on Friday. But yeah, I still continued to watch The Vampire Diaries :D It's just too awesome and addictive YAY.

Prayer meeting on Saturday felt sort of good but awkward but still great. Heh. Went out shopping with mum later cause she kept bugging me the day before and talked non-stop about the sales that are going on. Okay, I'm exaggerating. Not non-stop, but just kept telling me about it.

Going for Ms Farhana's wedding later! :) Meeting up with Jiahui at Pasir Ris first and help Andreas to buy his first pudding milk tea LOL. I love weddings. Couples are so cute to watch! They're just so awwwwwwwwwww. Hahhahahahaha. Not sure of what to wear though! Wanted to wear a semi-formal dress but I realized my wardrobe is filled with clothes that are either casual or formal. No in betweens. :( . So I guess I'll just wear a casual dress. I hope the dress part of it makes it more formal :/ .

I want to watch vampire diaries but my internet is kind of being cranky now. I have no idea why :( .

VAMPIRE DIARIES YAY!

2010-12-01T21:55:00.012+08:00

I finally found time to blog! Life's been really busy so far :( .

25th November, Thursday
Prom Night. It was really good and I didn't regret going at all. Yeah, I regretted when I was shopping for prom stuff, but after prom ended, it was kind of sad. I'm definitely going to miss some people :( . Pictures speak a thousand words and unfortunately, I really don't have enough time to spare on typing an essay about prom, so here you go :)

26th November, Friday
My first day of work! Pretty tiring cause prom was the day before. It was really really scary cause the guys had to leave at 12pm and I was left alone all the way till 6pm. Yeah and I skipped lunch cause I didn't dare to leave alone. Looking back, I guess I was being kind of silly. Hahaha.

27th November, Saturday
Worked in the morning before heading of to visit my cousins and grandparents.

28th November, Sunday
Went to play pool with Anderson, Eric, Keith, Junhao and Zul. I'm probably the worst pool player there. hehe. Anderson and Junhao seems pro o.o . I rammed my hand onto the pool table twice by accident. Yeah so my fingers are kind of injured. But anyway physical wounds don't really hurt much. AND I WON A GAME! Cause we were playing doubles and my partner's Anderson. So the credit goes to him cause I missed most of the time. LOL. Went to LAN and played CS and l4d2. LOL I kept on shooting my team members by accident :/ . Went to Tampines Mall for dinner and Keith shaved his head. LOL. Was pretty funny. There's a video too but I'm too lazy to upload that.

Not sure if you can see the wound LOL.

29th November, Monday
Basically, all I did was. Work.

30th November, Tuesday
Worked from morning till afternoon, went to bugis junction to get Anderson and Andreas' farewell gift. They're going to LA to study and going back to Indonesia on 6th December :( . Bought underwear for them LOL. Met up with the rest at T3 and headed to Earles Swensens for dinner. Yeah I still feel guilty that Anderson and Andreas paid for the dinner. It's like $200+ I think :( . Had a fun time snatching for chocolate with the guys. Shan't go into too much details cause there's really so much to say. But the memories will always remain :)

Hahahaha we made the two of them wear the underwear around their neck to pose for a photo! I think I'll really miss them :( .

1st December, Wednesday
So horribly tired today. And had to work :( . Assuming that people read my blog, I think they're going to get sick of my face after seeing all the pictures. They're so many! I didn't upload some cause I was being lazy :) Not in a really good mood now though :( . Guess I'm just too tired. I have this weird feeling which I don't know how to describe. Sort of bittersweet but sort of not. Zomgosh.

Time for studying Indonesian. I promised to learn heh.

2PM - 니가 나를 떠나도 (Even If You Leave Me) [Eng Subs/Rom]

2010-12-01T00:56:00.000+08:00

I cried when I listened to this song while reading the lyrics. It's sort of sweet but really sad :( .

Shall blog more tomorrow, busy with my job!

2010-11-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

Will you stop being a bitch for once and think about the mistake you made instead of so desperately trying to push the blame? Seriously I can only tolerate this far.

2010-11-24T00:48:00.003+08:00

Today, or rather yesterday, since its 12.49am already :/, ....

WAS AWESOME.

HAHAHAHAHA cause I expected class chalet to be boring. But it wasn't. LOL.

ANYWAY.

Went to 313 with Huiyi first cause she wanted to do some threading thing. I still don't get it. HOW DO THEY DO THAT?! Yup so we headed to shop for shoes for prom, AND YEAH WE FOUND OUR SHOES. Cheers! :) Bought 9 egg tarts with the $10 voucher LOL.

Headed to the chalet at Sentosa. Seriously I still don't get it why it's at Sentosa! The things there are so overpriced :( . Thanks Junhao for picking me and Huiyi up cause we'll probably get lost if we go alone! Yeah and wanted to stay at the beach but the sun was really terrible and there wasn't much wind. So we went back to the chalet. Lol. Was at the girls' side for awhile but went to the guys' side cause the aircon there is so much better and they have more games! :D And seriously. They're pretty funny. LOL. Started Bieber blasting with Andreas and Zul. LOL.

BBQ was quite fail in a sense. But it's not bad too. Okay I've no idea what I'm saying. But yeah the sausages were salty and the crab stick was crunchy. But I don't mind cause I didn't help to bbq the food at all heehee. Mr Alvin Tan brought his son for a short while AND HIS SON IS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And his son only remembers me? Kind of freaky? Anderson was like saying how nice Mr Tan is for bringing food for the class all the way to Sentosa. LOL. I forgot how many times he repeated that.

Continued with games and started going crazy about nigahiga and kevjumba with Huiyi! BIEBER BLAST HAH! Went to the pool to watch the guys play marco polo. LOL SERIOUSLY YIREN SUPER FUNNY. Seriously omgosh. Went back to chalet to continue with games! Then. Headed to poolside to chill with Anderson and Keith. I thought they wanted drinks and in the end I just went there to relax. But it's really peaceful there :)

Dad fetched me and Huiyi home. And now I'm waiting for my hair to dry :/ .

Prom's tomorrow, I'm scared.

BIEBER BLAST HAH!

2010-11-20T23:00:00.003+08:00

Okay I'm kind of happy but sad today. Don't ask me how can that even happen. I know I'm sort of contridicting myself, BUT SUCH EMOTIONS DO EXIST OKAY! Happy+sad=Happad. Sappy (LOL.) Hasad. Sadpy. OKAY IT'S JUST HAPPY + SAD. DONE.

Met up with Jiahui and queued up for Super Show 3 tickets at Tampines Mall from 10am-12pm. Sorry that I was late :( . The queue barely moved. And the only reason why the queue actually moved was cause people started to ditch the queue. TWO HOURS WITHOUT MOVING. Wonder what Sistic is doing. We ditched the queue and headed to NAS Open House to get the Elective History book from Andreas to pass to Josiah.

Seriously,sometimes people really take your help for granted. And that just sucks. So to all the people out there, although I think no one reads my blog :) , please at least say thanks to the person for helping you and not calling the person to scream at the person for not helping enough! I mean just at least say thanks :( . Okay that's all I'm going to say :)

Yeah so those were the horrible parts of today. Ruined my first half of the day. But shall just ignore them. Ignorance is bliss. Sometimes.

Went on to shop with Jiahui! Walked around Tampines Mall and Tampines One. Headed to Marina Square and Suntec City. We started counting the number of angmohs that passed by us TEEHEE. There were about 80! :) Finally found a shop with nice dresses for prom night! Wanted another dress but I look like an anorexic in that dress! I think I need to put on weight. Chose a dress that made me look fatter :) Although it's plain, but I kind of like simple stuff. So the dress is pretty much perfect. Thanks Jiahui and the saleslady for helping me to choose! :)

Sigh and never drink coffee at night. It's bad. No I didn't buy it, my mum did. It came with the meal LOL.

I still think I look like a little kid. And my skin is in a horrible condition cause I keep staying up late :( .

I'm rather glad I finally found awesome friends in secondary school. Never thought I will ever say this, but thanks NASS. Without you I won't know how having awesome friends feels like :) Yes I do have a few good friends in primary school haha my life isn't that bad.

I kind of miss the cell group but I also kind of scared to go back. It's pretty awkward. Although taking the first step is the hardest, but I believe I can do it. Need to prepare myself. Mentally. HAHAHAHA I SOUND SO SERIOUS -.- .

And,

iwannatryextremesports :)

2010-11-19T01:40:00.002+08:00

It's 1.40am O.O . Didn't really realized. And I think my mum's pissed off cause I keep sleeping late lol. But anyway if I sleep early, I still take about 1-2hours to sleep. Even if I try sleeping at 2am I'll probably still be awake at 3am. Dang. It's like some crazy insomnia thing.

Helping Jianhong with his research since he needs to wake up early tomorrow! Two brains is better than one I guess, although I know nothing about the topic. The topic is crazy, seriously. Mr Google isn't helping much now :( . Poly seems really stressful and hard!

Okay shall get back to finding information! :)

2010-11-18T16:14:00.006+08:00

I'm bored. O.O .

I NEED A JOB I NEED A JOB!!!!!!! ANY OFFERS? TEEHEE.

I got bored of Facebook, Twitter, iPhone games and PSP. And I'm too tired to shop today! WOW I'M TOO TIRED TO SHOP HMMMMM I MUST BE GOING CRAZY. :( .

Anyway, I was attempting to look grumpy and upset in the pictures I took with the webcam. Failed attempts + 1 distracted by manicure. LOL.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SERIOUSLY I THINK I LOOK WEIRD + FUNNY. I think the last one is the most successful LOL. Should do this more often when I'm bored. Maybe I should try looking pissed off next time. LOL.
UPDATE:Qingxiang just told me I sort of happy and not bored/upset at all in the pictures. So all failed photos. LOL.

Woke up at 8am today for band, but I end up pressing the snooze button a few times. Reached band room at 9.30am and it was pretty funny although I went there for nothing since the condcutors decided not to let Leon play bells anymore. Since there wasn't a need for me to teach, I decided to laze around :P And laugh at the Bigfoot Gabriel drew. Regretted not taking a picture of it! Ate mac with the guys and headed home.......

TO BOREDOM.

Was playing Silent Hill on PSP but I ended up getting lost in the game and keep getting back to the same place. Apparently I don't only get lost often in real life, I GET LOST IN GAMES TOO. Qingxiang reminded me how I got lost while trying to find her house. She's mean! :( .

Okay, this entire paragraph is dedicated to Qingxiang since she wanted me to write good things about her LOL. And she's like scared that I'll ruin her reputation :P and now she scold me and tell me hurry up :( . She hurt my feelings! Qingxiang is mean, horrible, scary and all things bad :( . She totally bullies me all the time and I'm really terrified of her. Thinking of getting some help soon cause she makes me so mentally traumatized :( .

HAHAHAHAHAHA NAH I WAS JUST KIDDING QINGXIANG IS REALLY NICE AND AWESOME :)

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

2010-11-17T12:07:00.002+08:00

I finished O Level. On 15 November 2010.

Yes, I'm happy. But I need to get a job asap. I can't possibly go shopping and stuff every single day, that's just madness. Job hunting soon!

Yeah, I changed my blogskin cause I want it to look simple. I realized that I deleted a lot of links cause a huge chunk of my friends don't blog anymore. So I doubt they read my blog too. Which is kind of a good thing cause I'm always writing rubbish.

I'm hungry :( .

Shopped the entire day yesterday with Jiahui and Huiyi. We didn't buy anything at all. AT ALL. Oh wait. We bought dinner. I can't believe the three of us didn't a single thing. It was sort of a crazy day.

Anyway I got called back by one of the conductors to go back to the band to teach mallets. Kind of happy since I get to see the pretty bells and windchimes but at the same time kind of upset cause I need to wake up early. Well but if I get to help, then I guess it's a good thing.

Zone outing this Saturday. I really don't want to go. I feel awkward going out and playing with people whom I don't exactly know. It's just awfully scary. Okay call me a coward. But I'm really scared of going.

My arm muscle is still hurting from carrying all the books to school yesterday. And my hand it still shaking -.- . Seriously, I need to train my left hand. Too weak.

I think I'm crazy. I feel like doing homework. Sometimes, I think I scare myself. heehee.

2010-06-15T21:59:00.002+08:00

When all you have is God, you have all you need.

I find this so true :) I need to have more faith! GO MAVIS!!!!!!!!! KEEP ON GOING!! I may stumble, I may fall, BUT I WILL NOT BE MOVED!! :D

Just wish that sometimes a certain group of people will understand. But then again, without this challenge, I'll probably lose a chance to grow.

Hahahahaha this is a pretty weird post. But. Awesome :)

2010-06-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

Hi. Mavis is still sick. She's coughing like mad. I don't know what's taking so long for her to recover. Maybe her immune system just sucks.

Omgosh seriously my cough is annoying me :( . Even medicine hardly helps now :( .

Anyway. I need to rant a little today. So I wouldn't encourage people to read this cause I think you'll probably feel irritated reading this post. Seriously. It's totally random and silly. :| . I wonder who even reads my blog.

Okay, here it comes.

Seriously. People are trying to annoy me by calling me rich and giving me that smug look. And they keep telling me stuff like oh how fortunate you are (Yes I know I'm fortunate, and most of the time the other person is like super rich and spends money like water flows out from a tap). That isn't the worst yet. The worst thing is they keep implying that I'm being a show-off and I'm trying to show-off how rich I am. Like what?! Hey if I am rich, I'll probably be sponsoring a kid now instead of standing by the sidelines watching those little kids suffer. If occasional indulgence makes me wealthy then a lot people are really rich too. Seriously why attack me -.- . I know I post stuff on Facebook (where I went to eat or what I buy etc.), but I'm really sorry. I'm too used to posting what I do on Facebook. Isn't that the purpose of Facebook in the first place? It's just doing what I usually do and not showing off omgosh.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( .

On the other hand. I can take it that you're hoping I'll be rich. It'll be great if I can be. I want to sponsor kids. Breaks my heart each time I see them suffering. I sound so noble. This is scary. But yeah, if anyone have spare cash they really should sponsor them! They do deserve to have a better life!

Yay I feel better.

Guess I should just ignore these weird people.

:)

2010-06-08T18:09:00.002+08:00

OMGOSH I'VE BEEN SICK FOR THE PAST FIVE DAYS AND I'M ONLY STARTING TO RECOVER TODAY HAHAHA. SOUNDS STUPID :( . At least the fever's gone! :)

Sometimes I wished I was a little kid again, not having to worry about so many things. I wonder if people actually do remember how carefree it was to be a child, not having to face all the pressures they currently face. I admit my childhood days weren't that awesome, and that I'm a happier person now, but growing up means more pressure! But then again, it's all these challenges that makes life interesting. WHY DOES THAT SOUND SO EMO IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO SOUND EMO HAHAHA.

I guess I'm thinking too much.

Omgosh. My mum just put my jeans into my brother's wardrobe. That's just random. And funny.

I'm really confused about whether I should perform for tapestry 4. It's the last performance and I really want to treasure it! But on the other hand, I really need to concentrate on my studies asap. Really don't like deciding :( .

Oh! And I accidentally overheard these two people talking cause they were talking really loudly. Which led me to my subsequent thoughts. Who are the people you can really trust? Friends, it's hard to see who is really true to you and who won't betray you for their own personal gains. Family, there are people out there who actually betray their family and don't support their family members (I'm not saying my family is like that.) . Who can you absolutely trust? The only two I can think of is myself and God. Seriously, I've seen way too many betrayals, both related to me and not related to me.

This really sounds like a sad post omgosh. Don't worry I'm not sad I'm just in a thinking + reflecting mood. LOL.

YAY SHERINA GOT ME AND REBBIE SOUVENIRS. THANKS IN ADVANCE :D

And being sick does have its advantages! I'm not talking about skipping school cause I dragged myself to band anyway. I realised how many people actually care for me. And once again I realised that these people are not my clique. They really scolded me, nagged a lot, so on and so forth. I felt really touched although some scolded me. Wow.

I've lots of things to say but I feel lazy now :)

2010-05-14T00:15:00.002+08:00

12.16am.

Still in a floaty mood~. Been like that since this morning. I wonder why. Maybe cause MYE ended today. But there's still prelims! :|

Went to check the links on my blog. Realised that really a lot of my close friends don't blog anymore. It's pretty disappointing in some ways. Hahaha and it probably means that all of them probably don't read my blog anymore. I'm fine with that though :P

Someone asked me this question "Mavis, who is your best friend?". Like super long ago. A few weeks. And I just stunned there. I've been thinking but I still can't get the answer. Guess I don't have one then :D

Anyway! Went to lunch at Pastamania with Jiahui, Qingxiang and Amelia today. They had this sign which said something like "No outside food allowed. Ours taste better." Cute. Went to walk around tmall for presents and popular. Did some kiddy art thing with Jiahui! LOL. Best part of my day! Shall upload our masterpiece tomorrow :D Qingxiang and Amelia left first cause they were tired I think. I can't remember what's in the sms. Accompanied Jiahui for one bus stop. Haha I feel bad. But I can't possibly go all the way to Pasir Ris.

And that's about it. Yeah I know. It's boring. But somehow I still feel like a happy kid. I wonder what made my day this way.

Heard that clique's possibly going www tomorrow. Hahaha if they really go it'll be my second time not joining them. But I guess it's fine cause I think I'll feel quite left out there.

Out with family tomorrow. Orchard. Buffet + shopping. :D

The floaty mood's fading off :( . Guess I should sleep soon.

2010-05-06T20:36:00.002+08:00

In the midst of exams. Stress X867612148923 :( . JIAYOU!! I CAN DO IT :D JUST ENDURE FOR A MILLION MONTHS UNTIL O LEVEL'S OVER :( .

Heeeeee. I nearly cried while studying Physics yesterday cause my mind went mad and I couldn't absorb anything. Amath's next, I'm really distracted and tired. Sigh. Go Mavis, gogogogogogogo!!!!!! :D

I have a nostalgia for the times I spent in lower secondary. When I was a little kiddo, I thought growing up would be awesome. But I realised it just gets more stressful. Haha but I believe I'll be able to cope! :) Somehow wish I can return back to sec 2 though. Sec 1 was tough due to the introduction of new subjects. Sec 2 was pretty much of a breeze. Upper sec is, wow. I think the education system trains my endurance level. Awesome. :D

Once a little girl, always a little girl. (HAHAHA SORRY THAT JUST CAME INTO MY MIND. RANDOMLY.) Time to study :) cause I must score good grades! and get a good job next time! and be rich! and go shopping around the world! Heeee. Sorry feeling a little crazy now, or like huiyi says it, feeling drunk without liquor. :P AMATH I LOVE YOUUUU HERE I COME :D

2010-04-29T21:51:00.002+08:00

Omgosh I almost forgot about this blog. And anyway I realised that I have very little friends that actually blog. Their blogs area almost all dead. Heeee. Maybe I'm too distracted.

Anyway. I love leehongki. Omgosh. Super cute. Can just die from it. I'm actually supposed to study for a random test on vectors that suddenly flew into my schedule. But I'm feeling so distracted now :( .

Feeling really full now. And I gained quite a bit of weight after eating all the cakes bro brought back. So irresistible. I should marry TWG or something. Awesome desserts everyday. :p

MYE's here, and there's a really weird one week break. Although O Level's scaring me a lot, I don't seem to be doing much. I need to start studying harder.

(Phone call.)

Yay. I'm so not done with vectors. 안녕히 계세요annyeonghi gyeseyo!! (OMGOSH THEIR WORDS LOOK SO ARTISTIC.)

2010-04-01T19:22:00.003+08:00

Walked home today :) at least I get to take some time off studying and relax (cause my house isn't that near) :D

Anyway, April fools day. I got tricked and I cried cause it was super serious. But forget about that hahaha it's pretty dumb. I have to learn to stop trusting people so much!! I mean, I get tricked very often, regardless of whether it's april fools day or not.

Thinking about it. I think I'll really miss band a lot. So used to it. And I have to do well for exams too zomgosh.

THANKFULLY I FEEL MOTIVATED TO STUDY (Y). And it's like. I feel so high doing Emath paper :D

Oh, I fell down the stairs of some random overhead bridge yesterday. And the funniest thing was, I didn't get a shock when I fell, but Amelia almost died from a heart attack cause I fell. LOL. Slacked around Ehub, grabbed dinner, and went for tuition.

Okay. Time to do EMATH :D

2010-03-26T22:16:00.003+08:00

(What am I doing here blogging when I supposed to be doing Amath homework? Oops.)

In a really happy mood today!! PE was alright with basketball, although the randomly flying basketballs were pretty much terrifying. Almost got hit like a billion times. Biology lesson was awesome, as usual. Guess I can never hate Biology class. Hahaha. Pestered Junhao with strawberries with Jiahui, Keith and Eric during Physics class (I did listen to the lesson!!). Laughed like crazy.

Omgosh and the super boring part. ENGLISH CA WHILE PEOPLE ARE AWAY FOR SPORTS DAY :( . Although the passage was alright, the questions were killing me. Seriously. I was writing the answer halfway and I fell asleep, and the word that I was writing went out of line. That was how boring it was. Omgosh I can't believe I fell asleep while writing.

Studied with Amelia and Cheryl after CA. Almost fell asleep again thanks to the hot sun. Decided to watch clouds instead after finishing a few Amath questions. :)

I finally ate dinner early today. Once in a lifetime kind of thing. AND I ATE CHEESE FOR LUNCH AND DRANK MILO FOR RECESS. THIS IS A SUPER RARE DAY (Y). Ate chocolates non-stop while watching tv. Wonder how many I ate already (since yesterday).

So, yup. Shall get back to Amath :)

2010-03-24T16:48:00.002+08:00

It's currently raining now. My favourite weather :)

Room's kind of dark, but somehow I like the atmosphere. I have no idea why.

Anyway. Yesterday was Founder's Day, so today's a school holiday!! Somehow Founder's Day was really enjoyable, felt really high at the end. Had my dinner at 10pm! Performance was alright, but can be better :)

Woke up at 8am today :( . Still feeling tired, but yet still there's a tinge of the party mood. Had tuition from 9am-11am+. Headed off to Miss Tia's house for next tuition and lunched with her. I missed the chicken rice! Okay random.

I really feel like going down and walk aimlessly. Just in the mood to walk in the rain again. So why am I at home? Oh right, to do homework.

Homework then :)

2010-03-19T20:41:00.002+08:00

Mavis is back, for awhile :)

March holidays doesn't seem like any regular holiday (where people actually enjoy) at all. With school and the pile of homework, I think it's only slightly less stressful compared to a normal school day. So..yup. Here's an update on my March holidays:

Monday
Went for Band in the morning, and then Biology class. Learnt about sexual reproduction in plants. Chapter is basically memory work, hahaha. Brought Happy to school cause it's so awesomely cute that I couldn't resist. Tied side ponytail cause I was lazy and Jiahui said I looked younger than usual. And I already have comments I look like I'm in lower secondary! Oh no. Studied in school after Biology class, pretty productive!! Completed quite a lot of work. Spammed cheese for lunch. Emath tuition at night.

Tuesday
Was supposed to go out with Amelia and Jiahui, but I got ditched by them in the end due to valid reasons. Sorry can't find a nicer word to replace ditch. Still trying to think! Spent my day doing work and slacking.

Wednesday
Skipped Math Oylmpiad due to Founder's Day rehearsal. Wasn't feeling very well, but decided to go anyway. Wearing band uniform and heels was torturing with the hot weather. Met up with Huiyi for lunch. Ate apple pie. I missed it haha. I haven't ate mac before that since like a million years ago! Went for Chemistry tuition. Went tmall to get Biology Amoury book. I wanted to buy snacks for bro but he wasn't hungry. So much for being nice. Too much drama within house till I went hysterical and broke down. Don't wish to elaborate. But I don't regret going through that experience cause I learnt that people closest to you hurt you the most. And being sad doesn't help at all. So. :D Oh, thanks Junhao, Clement, Vincent. You guys are awesome to the max! =]

Thursday
Math Olympiad in the morning. Junhao overslept so I had to walk to school alone :@. Haha kidding (H). Had a fun time watching Janet and Jasper snatching shoes and throwing pencil into water bottle. Met up with Janice for lunch at pastamania (cause I wanted to spam cheese). Haha I totally uncapped the bottle of cheese and started pouring it out. But thought that I was being freaky so I decided to put the bottle back without emptying half of its content. Went to Yamaha to select drumsticks for juniors. Discovered that the cute Jap shop is gone :( . Accompanied Janice for her manicure for wedding photoshoot. I found it so interesting hahaha. Went back to Yamaha to buy drumsticks for juniors. (Thanks so much =])

Friday
Woke up thanks to Eric's sms. :( . Thanks. LOL. Kidding. Spent my day doing Math and English holiday assignment. Took super long for English one cause it's really hard to find the articles. Printer went mad and words on my assignment was jumping all over the place. Super weird yet cool. Decided to take a break and paint my nails. Shouldn't have done that, I took super long. So I'm going to make up my lost time for now and start studying!! :P

Yup, that was my holidays. I think I'm going to shop at Forever 21 tomorrow. Time to have a break after such a big drama. At least if something like that happens again, I won't let it affect me this time. I'll be superwoman and just let it go by :)

2010-03-06T20:37:00.002+08:00

Wow. I actually got betrayed by a bestie. Hurts like crazy. Not angry though, thankfully. Just shocked and hurt. Hope she doesn't see this post omgosh. Okay. Currently thinking of how to reply.

Praise God for the event today, awesomeness.

Oops, and I owe Mrs Pong a lot emath homework. Guess I should start on the pile.

Thanks Vincent for talking and cheering me up when I'm down. Thank you so much!

2010-02-28T13:09:00.003+08:00

Omgosh I really feel like screaming out. I have been trying so hard to do my endless pile of homework and people just have to keep talking to me. And I can't ignore them. Okay, I feel bad. But still!

I wish my house have an emo corner. I miss the emo corner in the dance studio in school. Nice place. I have to find a nice and quiet place to study asap. Home. Too many distractions. Wow, I actually feel like a no-lifer. Like. School ends late. Come back. Homework. And my math tuition starts next week. But I already have tuition homework. This is so random/weird.

Wish I can escape from reality for awhile =/ . And wow. People actually read my blog. I mean, it's boring to me. Okay. Hahaha.

And I'm still shocked bro played soccer with some people I know yesterday. So random.

Band was a funny day for me yesterday, apart from something. Went to Jurong, and they don't have cup walker there :( .

Time to do homework. Again.

2010-02-18T13:27:00.002+08:00

Omgosh I typed out a short post and thanks to my faulty mouse everything's gone!!

Didn't go to school today. Not feeling well. Doctor said I ate too much CNY goodies. Well, I'm guilty of that. Oops :D

Anyway, had a wonderful CNY in Batam! Basically it was full of activities! :D

Had one of the biggest shock ever yesterday. Not really sure what to do, may the Lord guide me to the correct path!

Valentine's Day and CNY pictures!

2010-02-13T10:53:00.002+08:00

Well I'm back again! :)

Currently learning to priortise! Seems to be improving a little. Anyway, happy CNY eve and Valentine's Day eve!

Had a pretty awesome/funny time with Amelia and Qingxiang yesterday. Was supposed to go out with clique but somehow the entire thing fell through and I don't really remember what actually happened. Okay.

Had lunch at Sakae and walked around to find bags and wallets. Ended up at BHG playing a little game. The loser has to try on a pretty dress. That part was really hilarious. I mean seeing each other in pretty dresses but wearing school shoes. Awesome. I personally think Qingxiang's dress was the nicest!

I only have some pictures now. The rest are all with Qingxiang. So.. yup. :D

Back to bio!

2010-02-08T19:34:00.002+08:00

Really in an awesome mood :)

I helped someone today! Hahaha, I brought the person all the way to the place she was trying to find cause I was afraid she'll get lost. It was pretty hard cause I was really in a rush to go home. Hahaha. But I really feel so happy helping people, no matter how small the matter may be (H).

And I'm really glad I managed to forgive someone. Been more than a year. I guess I suddenly thought it through. Rebekah is right. Why should I hold a grudge when God doesn't hold one against me despite the countless times I've sinned? :) Anyway. Forgiving feels awesome.

Okay, I'm not supposed to be on the computer!

Happy ORD to Bro and Kelvin! :)

2010-02-07T17:03:00.001+08:00

Awesome.

2010-01-31T17:16:00.003+08:00

Hello. Mavis is back :) For a short while.

Some randoms first!
1) I borrowed a long ruler from my brother and the ruler is really too cute. Hahaha.
2) I've been slacking a lot, can't get the mood to study.
3) I can't wait for CNY. Oh wait, I'm going to study during CNY. In Batam. Studying.
4) My chinese tutor told me she isn't teaching Bryan(cousin) anymore.
5) I just found out my chinese tutor knows Vincent. Singapore's really tiny I guess.
6) I got a shock when I got 30/36 for Physics Mock SPA. I thought I did pretty badly.

The list can go on and on, but I gues I should stop here. School was pretty exhausting for me, I guess I'm still not used to it yet. I've taken up the snare part for Procession To Peace and the solo parts are killing me. I need to practice harder.

Have I blogged about OLE? I can't remember. Anyway I don't have the time to blog about it now.

Oops. Time to do homework. Once again. Okay, pictures!

2010-01-23T14:15:00.002+08:00

:)

I'm flying back to my wordpress account for a short while, so I'll be updating wordpress instead of blogger. Don't ask me why, but if you want to stalk me you can always ask me for the link. :)

Our strength and hope is in the Lord—
We rest secure in His sure Word;
And though we’re tempted to despair
We know we’re kept within His care. —D. De Haan

I'll be back though! =]

2010-01-17T13:50:00.003+08:00

Being a sec 4 is really tiring, endless stuff to do! Anyway I was reminiscing about the old percussion, GOOD TIMES!!!!!!! Really miss all the seniors. Here are some pictures!

Hahaha truthfully, I really didn't regret joining band. There may be alot of practices, but I have such awesome seniors and friends from band! And besides, I love music, so I guess there's nothing to lose (Y) .

Well, back to studying for Amath test!

2010-01-03T13:55:00.004+08:00

Oops, I forgot that I said I'll upload pictures from korea. But not much cause there's too many. So here it is:

Cheating way to take a neoprint!

SNOWING@JEJU!

Random people

Met Claire!

Okay. Anyway.I'm not going to blog or facebook or tweet as often when school reopen. Partially cause it's going to be a busy year and partially cause my mum is stealing my freedom away. Time to study! :)

Happy late 2010! :)

2009-12-25T19:27:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas all!! Hope we'll all remember the true meaning of Christmas: The coming of Jesus. Salvation and everything. And since Christmas is also about the spirit of giving and receiving, I hope everyone have a great time choosing presents and receiving presents from others! Celebrated Christmas with my relatives as usual, my family intended to celebrate my bro's birthday at night, but now he's down with stomach flu. I pray that God will heal him cause his birthday is tomorrow and we're going out with friends! Birthday present: Something from Esprit :)

Band Chalet yesterday was soso. Not much fun but still okay. I won't be able to plan as well as them anyway. I was supposed to go on the 23rd too, but my flight from Jakarta to Singapore was delayed for 5 hours.

Korea was a blast. I miss staying there so much. Here's an update on what I've been doing in Korea =]

Day 1: Took plane to Jakarta then to Incheon. Late afternoon flight.

Day 2: Went sightseeing at a place called Royal Pass. Although the view was awesome, we all couldn't handle the cold cause it's something really new. I was like saying "save me! save me!" in chinese so in the end the tour guide gave me his jacket. hahaha. Unexpected. Went shopping at Dongdaemun next and some place. Travelled to Yongpyong Ski Resort.

Day 3: Skiied till about afternoon. At the start I nearly slide of some slope, but thankfully a guy from my tour group pulled me back. Skiing wasn't as easy as I thought it would be. Went sightseeing at the top.

Day 4: Went to Everland. Saw some safari thing. Cute cute animals. My kind of thing (Y). Me and my bro went to queue up for the rides with another two people from tour group. Queued for 1hour. So only managed to take one ride :( . But it was amazing. Really sad that the rollercoaster wasn't open due to the extremely cold weather. Took an internal flight to Jeju Island. Supposingly some honeymoon place.

Day 5: Sightseeing at Sungsan Sunrise Peak. Panoramic view again! Went to tangerine farm next to pick oranges! A.T.V Ride next. The ATV ride was the best experience for me. It said that people under 16 weren't allowed to drive it but I drove anyway (H). I was the only under 16 girl driving. So me being me, I got into an accident. I remember the wind being really strong until my helmet shifted which in turn caused my specs to shift. So I couldn't really see properly. And I was still accelerating up. Which made me crashed into a tree. And I seriously flew out of the vehicle. Yes, like in the movies. But I landed beside the slope. Amazingly the vehicle didn't crush me too. Only had a blue black the size of my pinkie. PRAISE GOD. If you want more detials just ask me, I'm really lazy to type in out =/ .Went to Jeju folk Village and walked around. Went to see this rock that looks like a dragon. Yongduam Rock. Took a flight from Jeju to Daegu.

Day 6: Went to Donghwa temple for sightseeing, and to the spa valley. Spa valley was the worst experience I had there. I felt like the lady helping out only wanted money. Went to Jungangro street for sightseeing and had hot chocolate. Went back to Seoul.

Day 7: Went to this ginseng place and guessed they were pretty pissed cause my whole tour group didn't buy anything. WENT TO MAKE KIMCHI NEXT. We all wore traditional korean outfits! Pretty fun (Y). Went to see Changduk Palace and it's reallyreally big. If you actually get lost in Seoul it'll be hard to find you. Went shopping at Mingdung or something like that. Next stop. LOTTE WORLD ADVENTURE. Although the indoor rides weren't as fun, was still enjoyable. And we stayed in the 6star hotel which is. Wow.

Day 8: Went to the Beauty Academy. Learnt about skin care. Went to see some amethyst factory. nobody bought anything again! Went to The Face Shop to get some stuff. Then Seoul tower. Another place with a paranomic view! AND THERE'S A TEDDY BEAR MUSUEM THERE (Y)(Y). SO MY THING (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y).Went to Coex mall for dinner and shopping.

Day 9: Went to airport, took a plane to Jakarta. And a plane back to Singapore. So when I reached Singapore it was nearly 12am on Christmas Eve.

Overall, my stay in Korea's awesome. Like super. I miss Korea alot and even want to stay there. Okay. Hahaha. The tour guide was awesome and nice, he always helped to to carry my luggage. My tour group consisted of only 11 people, including me. Throughout the 8days, we all got to know each other better. It's really a blessing to meet all of them, even the tour guide. Although I left Singapore with a heavy heart (thinking that Korea won't be fun), I ended out leaving Korea with a heavy heart too cause I had such a great time. Pictures will be uploaded next time!

Okay. I reallyreally feel so blessed for everything I have, everything,everyone around me. Even those people who I get pissed at sometimes. I realised that through everyone I actually learn something. I really love my life. And I'm so grateful for having emotions. Tears, smiles, everything!! Praise God. It was really a miracle that I only got a blueblack when I crashed the vehicle and flew out. I might have landed in hospital or something. Really, Praise God, love You so much :)

I feel so happy today. Love Christmas. And have fun reading my post. It's so long.

Once again, Merry Christmas =]

2009-12-14T17:27:00.001+08:00

This song really spoke to me :)

2009-12-12T23:18:00.001+08:00

THIS IS LAME BUT AMUSING HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2009-12-12T22:58:00.003+08:00

Had an awesome time with Gen 3.4 today! Although I didn't participate much in the games cause I don't like being sweaty, it was still fun! And I'm so tempted to learn the guitar. Oh, and I got tricked by Clement and Liangrong :( .

Saw a T-shirt from SMG that I really like but the store is at Ann Siang Hill, which is so far away! But it's so nice. okay.

Really need to chiong Amath. Blog later. :)

2009-12-10T20:21:00.003+08:00

Awesomeawesome day :D

Band was pretty funny with the arm wrestling, but symphonium sounded awful. Really need intensive training for juniors! Can't think of anything else to say about band, so... teehee :D

I think I'm going to get addicted to pudding milk tea and this is Rebekah's fault. In a good way :) Oh yeah, walked around white sands with Rebekah. This part of my day is quite fruitful in the sense that I gain new knowledge (Y). Went to cotton on and screamed :)

Okay I really need to get back to my homework and proposal. Typing the proposal is such a headache!

2009-12-09T22:46:00.002+08:00

Oops, haven't been blogging. Nothing much going on :)

Oh. Went out for math treat with Janice on monday. Ate at fish and co, saw Shenghan at putien. The waiter was weirdly funny. He kept repeating his name. Hahaha. I gave the waiter a freaky smile to get the bill cause I just felt like doing that. :) And he got pretty freaked and got his friend to take the bill instead. Janice and I made a bet that the waiter would give the bill to her instead cause she's OLDERRRR. HAHAHA. And I was the one who's supposed to pay (H).

Walked around T1 to find nice dresses and talked. Shan't go into details cause my memory is failing on me. Went to sweet recipe for cakes. Awesomeness!

Okay, so that's about it =]

Really sad that Amelia and Qingxiang don't blog anymore. :( . It's like there're very little of my close friends who are still blogging. And they don't use twitter. At least there's still facebook (Y).

Currently in the mood to dance around and go wheeeeeeee again. Guess I should get back to my homework huh.

2009-12-05T18:20:00.002+08:00

Hahaha I think this photo is well taken! :)

Amelia and Qingxiang came over to do Biology project yesterday, and we really had an awesome time taking the pictures and planning it. Although we took many silly pictures, it's all for the project itself. Lol. Only uploaded one here, the rest on Facebook. Watched parts of 2012 and personally I felt that it's not really interesting. Except for this really cute rooster. Ahhahahaha.

Anyway. Whoa. Miss Lim just gave me some Grade 6 pieces. It's really alot. And there are some which are pretty interesting. Going to have to get a file for it though!

I'm really bored now and I still can't find the mood to blog. Okay. Math TYS is boring ttm.

Actually I'm quite worried about a few things. But nvm, persevere. I will win this battle against the Devil eventually! (Y)!

2009-12-04T20:14:00.001+08:00

And though this world, with devils filled,
Should threaten to undo us,
We will not fear, for God hath willed
His truth to triumph through us. —Luther

2009-12-01T21:00:00.001+08:00

Saw something awesome:

The greatest Gift that has ever been given
Is Jesus Christ who was sent down from heaven.
This Gift can be yours if you will believe;
Trust Him as Savior, and new life receive. —Hess

2009-11-27T12:38:00.003+08:00

Sigh. Seriously can't get the mood to blog anymore. But anyway...

Saw/felt the warm glow of the sunset yesterday. I kind of felt enlightened? Okay, it's just a really special feeling. Like. And inexpressible sense of peace. What am I saying? -.- . It was beautiful. It reminded me of how God loves us so much! Really have to go watch the sunset one of these days. Really stunning :)

Just realised that I haven't been keeping much contact with my clique since the holidays. Saying that we're all busy seems like a pretty poor excuse. Like nobody is taking the initiative to organize an outing. Although I'm seriously really busy, there surely will be some time for me to relax with my awesome friends! Drifting from them isn't a good thing. Nvm, shall think of some activities later.

Not going to gemmys this sunday, I wouldn't want to risk not going church forever. Nvm, next year got another chance. PERSEVEREEEEEEEEEEEEEE =]

Band yesterday was funny ttm. Just kept laughing and laughing. Laughed until I nearly cried. -.- . Just describing it in words won't be as funny. Have to see the actual thing to laugh madly. And I'm still hearing Faris's ghostly sound in my head. Too addictively funny!

Okay. Really need to get back to my math TYS. =/ .

2009-11-21T23:33:00.002+08:00

No idea why I lost the mood to blog. But anyway.

BAND CAMP IS FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I miss the activities!! Although marching made my muscles hurt, it was really funny. And the games. Was the best part!! But now people think I'm violent :( . Nah. More like playful/sot -.- . I miss how a group of us planned for games and ended up not planning. Hilarious. BUT I DON'T MISS THE FOODIE. Although practice hours were long, it's awesome that we can learn more. =]

SLF/Open House. Kind of enjoyed it. I want the photos Mr yu (is that his name?) and Mr ong took of me!!!!!!!! Really suprised when Mr ong said he remembers me. But the moment he said I look more matured now I totally burst out laughing. -.- . LOVE THE BALLOONS (Y) . Thanks Eric for helping me take so many balloons!!

Soccer Event's a success!! Gave my balloon to a little girl cause she wanted it. Lr gave me one of his. And I gave it to the guys cause they wanted the helium. LOL. FUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUN. :D

Have the urge to go shopping now. =/ .

2009-11-19T22:12:00.002+08:00

Reallyreally great song. Nearly cried listening to it. Lol. okay.

Band camp is awesome!! Truthfully, I thought it will be boring cause Azra and Sherina aren't there to play with me anymore :( . But I decided to just set myself free and go mad. Sometimes, it all lies in the decision you make :D

You know in Japan, there's this really rare fruit that people are willing to pay a large amount of money to get it. But Christians have fruit that is far more precious than that fruit. The fruit of the Spirit: “love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control” (Galatians 5:22-23). Each “fruit” is a different aspect of Christlikeness. A rare fruit may have a high price, but Christlike character is worth so much more. This spiritual fruit will fill our lives with joy, bless those around us, and last into eternity.

Fruitfulness for Christ depends on fellowship with Christ.

That's all I have to share today =]

2009-11-09T21:42:00.002+08:00

Feeling feverish and my leg muscles are aching due to excessive jumping jacks. But mostly cause I don't exercise often -.- . But the feeling feverish part is the bad part!

Putting that aside, O level Chinese is tomorrow!! Aiming for an A1. Studied, leaving the rest to God. And morning prayer tomorrow! =]

Guess I should get back to studying. Shall sleep by 10.15pm today xD

2009-11-07T17:24:00.002+08:00

It took me a few years to realised I made a wrong friend when I was in primary school. And it took my mum and my last time maid just awhile to find out that she wasn't a good friend. Mum told me today that my last time maid told her that that 'friend' was horrible and my mum felt that she's way to arrogant. Oh well, lesson learnt. Doesn't really matter now since I've such awesome friends. =]

And I can't go for CG today cause I'm unable to push away my piano lesson :( . Hopefully I'll be able to go tomorrow!

I feel so guilty again. I went shopping in the morning and I spent $90 at pureMILK today. At least there's a free bag (worth $59)and a membership card. But still I spent so much!! Okay. Christmas shopping is done -.- . Hope I don't get tempted into spending more.

O level MT is so close and I'm still at a loss. Just not in the mood to study :| .

Oops. Time to do tuition homework since there's tuition tomorrow!

2009-11-06T22:05:00.002+08:00

RIP Browney. Miss you always.

Don't know what to feel now.

Anyway, O level MT is coming up. To all those taking this paper, let's all jiayou together alright!

Really don't know what to say.

Bye.

2009-11-02T20:12:00.001+08:00

Awesome.

2009-10-31T14:54:00.002+08:00

Finished my theory paper within 1.5h, glad that it's over! Had an awesome time trying to find the correct place since SMU is so big.

Having tuition in a few hours time, and i don't feel like doing any work at all! Sigh. O level chinese is coming up so soon, so I can't afford to slack off! Jiayou Mav!

Mum reminded me that I've church tomorrow. Now that's just sweeeeet. =]

Okay, better get back to chinese tuition homework!

2009-10-29T18:08:00.001+08:00

I once was lost, but now I’m found;
Praise God! Christ died for me;
He valued me, redeemed my soul;
From sin, He set me free. —Sper

I like this =]

Mavis! :D

Found the better part of me.

You're the puzzle of my heart.

I love you forever, forever and always.

Cause I can't help falling in love with you.

With you is where I'd rather be.

I've loved you for thousand years, and I'll love you for a thousand more.

I think this could be love, I'm serious.

I miss you more than anything.

We're the perfect two.

All this time we were waiting for each other.

I miss everything about you.

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry.

You make it easier when life gets hard.

I am complete now that I found you.

'Cause I miss you whenever you're not around.

Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?

God is love.

I do love you.

I'll be right here waiting for you.

I was enchanted to meet you too.

I missed you.

Hey love.

I think I wanna marry you.

And You'd paint the sky to see me believe You.

I don't wanna live without you.

Come closer, a little bit more.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.

You're everything in my head.

Your strong heart gets hurt when I'm hurt.

I will be waiting.

You are the best thing that's ever been mine.

You belong with me.

Just a little, didn't you think of me?

Happy 2011~~

I calm myself and leave after sending you away.

I miss you.

Your hands are tough but they are where mine belong in.

You own all my heart.

Without you I don't know happiness.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight.

If my heart was a house, you'd be home.

Just know I'm here whenever you need me, I'll wait for you.

It has to be you.

It makes me crazier day by day.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet~~

I'm falling for you.

'Cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

OneRepublic - All This Time (Lyrics) (Waking Up Album)

I think I - Byul (English Translation)

OneRepublic Say All I Need +lyrics

Miserable At Best - Mayday Parade *Lyrics*

2PM - 니가 나를 떠나도 (Even If You Leave Me) [Eng Subs/Rom]

Miserable At Best - Mayday Parade Lyrics